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chapter 38 an: Blissful fires

Luna's POV

The door was closed, I had nothing to do and I think I was going crazy. I was super depressed and I knew exactly what was going on; it was starting over again

Have I held held this urge in for too long? Am I gonna go through this shit again? I just felt like bursting out in tears for some reason. But I wasn't, 'cause the source of my happiness was right Infront of me

I sat on the bed facing the window, those black curtains look so nice. But I never liked them. I chuckled to myself.

It was a chuckle of both sadness and happiness. I looked at it again but told myself to stop, and I did– fortunately

I stood up and walked to the bathroom urging myself not to take it otherwise the consequences would be dire.

I locked the door and turned on the cold water, maybe it would calm me down. I stripped my clothes and my underwear then untied my long hair and stepped inside.

"Relax Luna, it's been a month now, you can take it longer" I told myself because I knew I could– right?

The cold water ran across my skin as it turned pale, I tried and tried to help myself not break down right now but

"Why me?" I asked before breaking down into tears hating everything and everyone right now.

I got of the shower feeling depressed and dried my body as tears still ran through my face mixing with the water on my body. I wrapped a white towel around my body pleading myself to be strong.

I walked inside the closet which was full of the clothes Lex bought for me. Just thinking about him made me feel very depressed and just cry harder.

I threw on a crop top and a huge black hoodie and some shorts and long white socks. I looked in the mirror and I looked cute. . .but all because of his stupid money. I cried even more

I went back to the room and threw my depressed self on the bed as tears ran my face

Shit I can't do this

This was officially it. I sat up and grabbed the lighter which lex had forgot on the bedside table and walked to the black curtains which looked super expensive, which only meant more fun for me, and I set them in fire.

As the fire grew, my mood grew from depressed to absolutely ecstasy. The happiness ran in my veins as a creepy wide grin made its way to my face

"Yay"I shouted as the fire grew bigger

Smoke covered the room and then it started to overwhelm me

"I'll die in a moment if happiness" I said absolutely happily before I passed out due to all the smoke from the fire.
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(A/N) Very very short chapter, I know. But there is much more excitement to come so just be patient. And let me know if there are any grammar mistakes or whatnot.

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