Mafia's only

Chapter 42: Lullaby

Luna's POV

After bathing we were taken to a room where our makeup was done.

As my makeup was being harshly done thinking about what was gonna happen to Me made my eyes fill with tears

"Don't you dare let those tears fall onto my work" the old lady doing my makeup said in a Russian accent, well she looked like a 42 year old stripper

"I'm sorry" I whispered as my tears began falling

Had I not wanted to follow Lex around that day, than maybe this wouldn't be happening. Had I just went back to my seat after going to the ladies room, maybe he would have came back.

Damnit, he didn't even leave me but my anxiety took the best of me. Maybe our date would have gone smoothly. Maybe we'd have been a thing right now. Maybe we would've been happy together. Maybe, just maybe he would have loved me.

And if I had tried to control my urges, maybe right now I would have been in his arms, like the good girl in suppose to be

Flashback
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"Why aren't you asleep, it's late" Lex asked as i sat up right on the bed

"We'll why do you care, and why the hell are you here, it's late" I said with attitude

"I just wanted to check up on you, to if you didn't need anything and if you were fine" he said with the opposite tone of the one I just used

"Oh. Well I'm fine, I'm just cold. Kinda freezing to death here" I said quietly, not exactly expecting his answer

He then started taking of the black t-shirt he had on and my eyes widened

"Taking off my shirt" he answered and started making his way to me and my eyes widened a foot more

"What are you doing now?" I whispered my grip on the blanket tightening and I covered half of my face to hide how red it was turning as he climbed onto the bed

"Getting you another blanket could take time, so I had to resort to body heat" he answered somehow pulling me down in a sleeping position

I turned the other way knowing that the lights were off but still trying to hide the deep shade of red on my face.

He put his strong arm on my waste and pulled me closer to him so that my back was on his chest

"Goodnight, Luna"

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Gosh, I missed Lex. He was so good to me, he treated me well and I never appreciated it.

From Hope, I know that I should've been dead but I wasn't. Lex kept me alive despite how awful I was to him, despite how much I told him I hated him

Fuck it, fuck my life and fuck everything. I never hated Lex, I was just angry that he wasn't as good as I thought he was, I was angry at myself for easily trusting him, I was mad at myself for fa-

Slap!! (Don't judge me, I don't know what sound a slap makes, besides the slap sound)

"I told you not to let those tears of yours fall you little suka" the woman shouted as my cheek stung from the hot slap I just recieved

"Carla, it's ok I'll take it from here on" a voice said calmly I'm a French accent

"Thank heavens, I can't handle cry babies" the 42 year old stripper said

"Sorry about that" the French accent girl said to me, as she came close and my eyes widened

"Yvette" I said