Life Of A Fat Girl

37

-2 months later
                           Aaeriel

" 10 years " repeated over and over in my head . What was I supposed to do for 10 years without my momma ?

We walked out of the court room with disappointment

" so what now ? " my uncle asked as we stood there quiet I was too stunned to speak
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" I can't even fit this anymore " I spoke to myself throwing an old shirt in the suitcase

" you got a lot of stuff to pack " My grandma said coming into my room

" I can't just live here myself ? " I asked continuing to pack 

" You're not grown Aaeriel " she said

" but this is my moms house I want to stay " I said

" you can't Riri , CPS already all in our business about where you staying " She shot back I rolled my eyes picking up another shirt

" I have to talk to you about that I have some news " she informed me

" did you talk to them ? What did they say ? " I asked

" I'll speak to you about it later " she said

" so what do you plan on doing later in life ?  " she questioned

" I honestly don't know what I'm going to do without my mama " I shrugged stuffing clothes into my suit case

" Take the advice from me do not put your life on hold baby " she said

" I don't know what else to do grandma " I sighed

" Go on with your life , them 10 years will fly " She said

" you still fooling around with that boy ? " She asked I scrunched my face up at her

" What boy ? " I asked

" the one with them ugly ass dreads " she said

" all my hoes got dreads " I joked seconds later I felt a sandal hit the back if my head

" stop cussing around me " Granny said

" Ouch ! my bad dang " I rubbed my head

" what happened with yall " She asked

" He cheated multiple times , I was tired of being dumb and looking dumb " I shrugged

" aw hell , your grandaddy cheated on me with 50 million bitches when we was younger " She told me

" and you stayed with him ? " I questioned

" I was stupid but I loved him we grew up together That was my soulmate " She spoke

" Thats whats wrong with these kids nowadays they think having all them niggas and bitches is the way to go " She preached

" I tell you right now when you get my age you aint gone be worried about all that you just gone be ready to leave " She continued

" What you mean ready to leave granny ? " I asked

" I aint gotta tell you you'll know when you get there " She spoke

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" you know you can always come stay with one of us girl " Liyah said passing the blunt

" Hell no we already too close " I told them

" So what are you going to do until your mom get out ? " Kayla asked