GIRLS, austin butler.

twenty

SHE WAS a complete mess and nothing could make her feel any better. olivia had tried to make her happy again, but even she couldn't do anything. calum had came to her house and talked with her, but it didn't do anything.

she wanted austin, only austin.

and what hurt even more was that he had already moved on, and had been with kaia since the breakup.

everyone, even her own fans, were worried about her. her instagram, which would normally be updated every single day, had been pretty much abandoned.

grace couldn't fly out to her, because she was on set and not allowed to leave.

so she was by herself in her house.

but at least the song she wrote, video games, was finished and ready to release. she couldn't listen to it, at all. it hurt to.

she had booked a one way ticket to france though, just because she could. best know that she was going to run away from her problems and become a hot french girl who smokes fags for breakfast.

she was leaving in two days and all her clothes were scattered around her bedroom floor. the only person she had told was olivia, and she didn't really agree with the idea, but she didn't try and stop her. lennon was a smart girl and knew how to stay safe.

there were clothes being thrown into the suitcase left, right and centre and because she didn't know how long she'd be gone for, they just kept coming.

she even packed summer clothes just in case and it was only january. that's how desperate she was to get away.

maybe in france she'd find a hot french guy to date.

no way, she's too in love with austin to even think of other guys.

but, thanks to austin, she had written half a song and was entering her reputation era. no one is ready.

maybe this would be a new start for her. maybe she'd love it that much that she'd move there permanently.

a part of her hoped she wouldn't like it and that she'd come home, and find austin again.

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the flight to france wasn't too bad, she slept for most of it and when she was awake, she was listening to music, mostly sad songs, which made her cry. luckily, there was no one sitting beside her.

her sunglasses and baseball hat covered her face from everyone, so they wouldn't notice her. it also made sure you couldn't see her tears.

she got a taxi to the apartment she was renting in paris, which was right next to the eiffel tower. she was in the most romantic city on earth, but sadly it was pretty lonely.

she got over it soon enough though after buying a bottle of red wine and drinking it on her new balcony.

deciding that today was a good day to revive her instagram to inform people she was, indeed alive, she took a few pictures and posted them.