𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙤𝙣; rinney

11. dark red

Something bad is 'bout to happen to me
I don't know it, but I feel it coming
Might be so sad, might leave my nose running
I just hope she don't wanna leave me
Don't you give me up, please don't give up
Honey, I belong with you, and only you, baby
Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you)
Only you, darling, only you, babe (you)
Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you)
Only you, darling, only you

- Dark Red by Steve Lacy

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{TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of rape and grooming}

[Finney:]

"i'm back." he said holding a tray with a cup of soda. he changed his masked along the way too i guess.

i heard the stairs creaking so i rushed out of the room that Robin was in just in time.

"i got your soda." he passes it to me, i grab it with shaky hands and i look in it. there's white shit floating in here.

i look up at him and he's just dead staring at me.

Robin's right, he won't leave until i drink it. i put the cup to my lips and started chugging it as fast as i could.

not that it's gonna make a difference anyways.

after a few moments my vision starts swirling and i feel sweaty.

i look up at him and he starts shaking his head. "oh no, i think i got this mixed up with my vodka infused with pills."

{TW TW TW skip to where it says end if you can't handle this}

i drop the cup on the floor shattering it as i can barely even hold my head up.

he hold my hand in both of his hands shaking it, "hey, your gonna be alright. all you have to do is lay right here." he whispered and he climbed over me.

"please... don't." i slurred but even speaking is making me feel worn out.

"hey sh sh it's okay. you're going to enjoy this." i hear his belt unbuckling and he ties my wrist together in front of me with the belt really hard.

"no no no" i kept screaming over and over.

"SHUT UP" he punched me and the room starts getting darker and slowly fades to black..

{end}

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i breathe heavily while staring at the wall with tears streaming down my face.

this is the worst thing that has ever happened to me.

i chocked on my sobs and i cover my face. it feels like i'm about to pass out.

i hear a door open making my heart drop. i don't even want to look after all that.

i feel hand touch me softly and i instantly know who it is. "hey Finney, are you alright." he asked and tries to move my hand from my face.

i keep my hands there and i turn to my side to face my back towards him, "i don't want to talk about it."

he sighs and rubs my arm comforting me, "Listen, i'm not gonna let anything else happen to you i promise." he whispered hugging me tightly.

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[Third Person:]

it feels like days but it's only been a few hours. Robin was sitting at the end of the mattress facing the door and Finney was sleeping with his back facing the door.