Second Chance Mate [Completed]

Chapter Fourteen

I woke up the following day with Suigetsu sleeping soundly next to me. I slipped out of bed and snuck soundlessly into the bathroom. I wanted to freshen up before he woke up. Honestly, I'm nervous as all hell about the idea of having sex with him. Sasuke is the only guy I've ever been with, and well after our first time having sex, our relationship changed for the worst.

I know Suigetsu isn't Sasuke, and I'm so happy with Suigetsu, but a part of me is worried that sex will have the same effect on our relationship as it did with my relationship with Sasuke. What if I'm not good enough in bed for him? What if having two kids has changed the way my body is, and he doesn't like it? A light knock on the bathroom door pulled me out of my thoughts. I let out a sigh, pulled open the door with a smile.

Suigetsu looked at me carefully. An expression of concern washed over his face. "Karin, what's wrong?" He asked gently, pulling me into a hug.

I soaked in the feeling of comfort and warmth in his embrace, letting all the tension release out of me. "Nothing." I tried. I figured going with the truth could make him not want me since it sounds crazy.

He pulled back just enough to look me in the eye. "We've been together long enough for me to know when something has got you thinking or worried." He gave me a gentle kiss. "So, what's wrong, love?"

I shrugged and shifted my weight between my feet. "It's stupid, just my mind running around?" I gave him a half smile and moved past him to go back into the bedroom.

He followed me back into the bedroom a few minutes after me. He laid back on the bed and reached a hand up for mine. "Baby, come lay back down." I climbed back into bed as panic clutched my throat. He gently brushed my hair out of my eyes and softly kissed me. "This is about my promise to make love to you, isn't it?" I looked at him, a bit shocked. "We don't have to if you're not ready; I just wanted you to know that I want you. I love you, and that's all I care about." He kissed me again, then moved so that my head laid on his chest as he ran his right hand down my back, brushing my hair as he soothed me.

"I love you, Suigetsu." I sighed as I traced a fingertip over his muscular chest. "The idea of us having sex just makes me worried. I'm worried that once we do, everything is going to fall apart. It seems to be my luck in the bedroom department." I confessed to him.

He stopped rubbing my back, rolled me onto my back, and kissed me deeply. "Karin, nothing is going to make me stop loving you." He whispered against my lips as he moved above me. He took my lips as he slipped his hand under my tank top. He ran his finger under my breast, causing my breath to hitch at the sensation. "I want you to feel good, Karin. Ever since I met you, I have wanted to be closer to you. Can I please make you feel good?" He begged as he kissed my lips and ran a finger over my nipple. He pinched it gently and gave it a tug; I let out a gasp as the sensation of pleasure ignited under his fingers.

I dug my fingernails into his back as he continued to kiss me and flick my nipple with his fingers. He moved his lips to my neck as he lifted my tank top over my head. He trailed his lips down my neck and along my collar bone. He brought his lips to my left nipple as he sucked and nipped at it, causing me to moan with pleasure. I dragged my nails along his shoulder blade, then laced my fingers in his snowy white hair. I fisted his hair as he moved his lips down my stomach and kissed my hip over my shorts. He gently pulled them down my legs, ensuring that his fingers swiped up my leg with my shorts. He tossed them behind his back onto the floor. Then kissing my right leg from the inside of my knee up to my upper thigh. When he reached the inner part of my thigh, he moved his attention to my left leg. Kissing me from my knee to thigh again. He began gently scraping his teeth over my inner thighs, switching between both my inner thighs.

"Suigetsu." I moaned.

"Can I, Karin?" He breathed, looking up at me. I nodded as he moved his lips to my clit. He sucked gently on my folds and began licking between my folds. His tongue began swirling around in small circles over my clit as I moaned. He slid two fingers into my wet core as his tongued continued to dance on my clit.