Khwabon ke darmiyaan

CHAPTER : 11

AT NIGHT

IN CHAVAN NIWAS :-

Virat returned home and retarded directly to Sairat's room. Sai was reading a book sitting on bed.

Sai: Virat aap aagye? (She asked casually yet sweetly)

Virat: kyu nahi aana tha.(He replied rudely)

Sai: Aap aise kyu baat kar rhe hai acha chaliye chodiye aap jaldi se fresh ho jaiye mai aapke liye khana lagati hu.(She was going when Virat stopped her)

Virat: Sai mujhe bhook nahi hai toh tum baki sabse keh do ki voh khana kha le or tum bhi kha lo.

Sai: Virat ghar par aapke or mere alawa or koi nahi hai mummy ji or papaji ek family friend ke function me gye hai or Devi Nishant or uske friends ke saath movie toh voh dinner karke aayegi. Isiliye sirf aapko or mujhe khana khana hai.

Virat: Jab ghar mein koi nahi tha toh yeh ek ideal wife ki tarah apne pati ke liye bhooka rehne ka naatak kyu kar rhi hu tum or mai dono jaante hai ki humare rishte ka sach kya hai. Toh mere saamne tumhe yeh drama karne ki koi jaroorat nahi hai.

Sai: Drama? Virat yeh aap kya keh rhe hai mai koi drama nahi kar rhi hu mai toh............... anyways chodiye aap nahi samjhenge. Aap mere maike gaye the mummy papa ko invite karne kya kaha unhone?

Virat: Sai tumhare papa ne mujhe sab sach bta diya hai. Jo sach tumhe khud mujhe btana chahiye tha voh mujhe kahi or se pta chala hai.

Sai: K........kon......konsa sach (she said stammering as she was scared)

Virat: Vhi jo tumne mujhe nahi btaya.

Sai: Virat aap kya keh rhe hai mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa rha.

Virat: Ha tumhe meri baatein samajh kaha aati hai.(He said sarcastically)

Sai: Virat aap kehna kya chahte hai saaf saaf kahiye.

Virat: (He pulled Sai angrily such that she fell on bed) Sai pati hu mai tumhara kya tumhe nahi lagta ki Aasman ke baare me bta dena chahiye tha?(He shouted)

Sai was shocked listening to this and her eyes were filled with tears as her past has affected her present to this extent.

Virat: Sai mujhe lagta tha ki shyd tumhe apne mummy papa se dur hone ka dukh hai isiliye tum aisi chup chup si rehti ho udaas si rehti ho par mujhe kya pta tha ki tum apne pehle pyaar ke gham me hi doobi rehti ho. Sach btana Sai maine tumse na jaane kitni baar pucha hoga par kya ek baar sirf ek baar ko bhi tumhe aisa nahi laga ki tumhe mujhe sab kuch bta dena chahiye? Tumhe ek baar ko bhi yeh khayaal nahi aaya ki itni badi baat chupane ka tumhare or mere rishte par kya asar daal sakta hai? Tumhe ek baar bhi yeh nahi laga ki mai tum par itna vishwas kar rha hu or tum uss vishwas ke badle dhoka de rhi ho mujhe?

Sai: Nhi......... maine aapko dhoka nahi diya yakeen maaniye mera.

Virat: yakeen..............yakeen kaise karu mai tumhara? Or kyu karu? Koi vajah hai tumhare pass? Sai tumahri shadi mujhse hui hai or phir bhi tum kisi or mard ke baare me sochna kya yeh mujhe dhoka dena nahi hua? Nhi hai yeh dhoka? agr yeh dhoka nahi hai toh or kya hai? Tumne sirf mera nahi balki meri family ka bhi vishwas toda hai jiske liye mai tumhe maaf kaise kar du? Mai toh soch bhi nahi sakta ki mere mom dad or meri choti si behen kaisa lagega unhe jab unhe yeh sach pta chalega kya beetegi un par? Kabhi socha hai tumne? Mere mom dad tumhe apni beti maante hai or Devi tumhe apna best friend kya haal hoga unka arrey mere dad toh apne bete se bhi jyada tumko maante hai tumse pyaar karte hai or tumne............tumne kya kiya unke saath? Unko itna bada dhoka diya. Mai tumhe kaise maaf kardu? Sai gussa narazgi pyaar mohabbat ki gunjaish har rishte me hoti hai lekin voh dono taraf se honi chahiye ek tarfa nahi or iss rishtey yeh sab sirf ek tarfa tha meri taraf se tha tumhari taraf se toh kuch bhi nahi tha kuch bhi nahi. Tumne toh iss rishtey ke liye kuch bhi efforts hi nahi kiye aisa lagta tha jaise yeh rishta tumhare liye sirf ek bojh ho jissey tum pta nahi konse pressure me dho rhi ho. Sai mujhe nahi pta ki tum kya sochti ho iss rishtey ke baare mein lekin kam se kam ek insaan hone ke naate yeh toh soch leti ki mujhe kaisa lagega jab mujhe itna bada sach meri patni ke baare me kahi or se pta chalega? Kya mujhe betrayed feel nahi hoga? Sai bandhan rishton ka nahi ehsaas ka hota hai agar ehsaas na ho toh rishte majboori ban jaate hai or fir vaha pyaar ki koi jagah nahi hoti. Or iss rishtey me ehsaas toh tha hi nahi  toh yeh rishta toh ek mazboori banke reh gaya hai or mai kisi unchahi mazboori ko na uthana chahta hu or nahi tumhe uthane dena chahta hu so agr tum chaho toh you are free to leave this unwanted relationship.(This is when Sai realized that what she has done and she has committed a crime by hurting Virat).

Virat went towards window and was standing there when he felt a hand on his shoulder and to his surprise that was Sai.

Sai: Virat mai aapse kuch bhi chupana nahi chahti thi aapko sab bta dena chahti thi lekin mai bas sahi waqt intezaar kar rhi thi. Or shyd in sabme maine aapko bht jyada hurt kar diya. I am sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. Lekin maine fir bhi aapka dil dukha diya. Virat mai jaanti hu maine bht hurt kiya hai aapko par kya aapne ek baar bhi yeh socha ki maine aisa kyu kiya? Maine aapse sach chupaya kyuki mai nahi chahti thi ki mera past apke or mere present ko affect kare mai nahi jaanti thi ki mere past ke baare me jankar aapka reaction kya hoga? Mai dar jaroor gyi thi par aapko dhoka nahi diya maine maine aapko dhoka nahi diya. Virat apne pehle pyaar ko khone ka gham kya hota hai yeh aap kabhi nahi samjh payenge kyuki aap uss dard se guzre nahi hai aapne kabhi voh dard jhela nahi hai or yeh dard kitna gehra hota hai iska andaaza bhi nahi hai aapko.(She said crying bitterly😭😭)

Virat: Aisa tumhe lagta hai Sai par pehle pyaar ko khone ka dard kya hota hai yeh mai bht acchi tarah se jaanta hu kyuki mai iss dard se guzar chuka hu bhugat chuka hu isse maine bhi apne pehle pyaar ko khoya hai toh tum jiss stithi mein ho jaanta hu mai issey.

Sai: (looked towards Virat with her teary eyes) aapne apna pehla pyaar khoya hai? Kya aap humari shaadi se pehle kisi se pyaar karte the?(She asked with a sign of jealousy in her heart)

Virat: Haa mai bhi kisi se pyaar karta tha.

Sai: Kon hai voh?

Virat: kon hai nahi kon thi kyuki voh ab iss duniya me nahi hai.

Sai: ohh...... I am sorry.

Virat: No you need not to be. Sai aaj mujhe tumhare past ke baare me kisi or se pta chala mai nahi chahta ki tumhare saath bhi aisa kuch ho isiliye mai tumhe khud sab sach bta dena chahta hu................(to be continued)

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PRECAP: Virat's past revelation to Sai and a new beginning.

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