Impervious to his action

Chapter 14

                          Chapter 14

Hindi dahil kinaya ko, hindi Ibig sabihin na hindi 'yon mabigat at hindi ko na kailangan ng tulong.

I was there when my father died, and at some point I wanted to vanish in thin air just to not feel the longing for him.

But then I imagined my mother being left behind by the sadness and longing, so I didn't go through with it. It's not my style to die easily, and anyway, I'm the type of person who fights for her own life even when living is no longer a safe place. Trauma continues to follow me as I get older. In the dark, it's like daggers stabbing you with dreadful memories.

Faith's role in my life as a comedian is triggered when Yvo commits a malicious act against me. The faith that keeps my patient alive is triggered. I almost hated myself for letting him bully me. I always cause trouble wherever I go or go.They abuse me verbally and physically because I let them do that to me. not when Oniel's came into my life.
He is similar to my late father in that he is always kind and acts like a prince saving his princess from danger, as in fairy tales.

The fact that he fell in love with me in high school—I know he stuck with it because I did as well. I'm just in the denial stage

We became friends turn to a lover. Isn't sweet?

When I starts hugging the night but Oniel's make me hated it more. He broke me.

"You okay?"

"Yeah," that's a lie.

How to be okay?

Pagkatapos ng nangyari hindi ko magawang maging okay.

Ilang araw na ang nakalipas simula nung araw na pag sulpot ni Yvo.

Galit na galit si Oniel, hindi ko siya maintindihan, wala akong maintindihan.

"May ginawa ba sayo ang gagong iyon! Ano sabihin mo?! Babalikan ko at wawasakin ko mukha ng lalaking iyon ng wala ng mukha maiihaharap sa iyo," Ayan mismo ang sinabi niya.

Uminom ako ng pang pa kalma at sinunod ang tubig ng sa ganon ay malunok ko ang gamot.

"Wag ka na muna pumasok ngayon.... nag aalala ako. You are not on your usual self this past few days," Agad akong umiling kay Hadex.

"Marami pa akong report na gagawin, Hadex. Hindi ako pwedeng mag absent gaya ng sabi mo. Hayaan mo na lang ako at pumasok ka na sa klase mo," Tumayo ako at sinukbit ang bag bago siya tingnan.

He looks tired and I don't want to see it myself. "Salamat sa pag aalala pero sa maniwala ka man o hindi, hindi ko na iyon problema. D'yan ka na aalis na ako—ahh at saka nga pala, wag mo na akong ihatid at sundo kaya ko na....gawin mo na mga dapat mong gawin, masyado nang abala ko sayo."

Nag buntong hininga ito.
"Kahit kailan hindi ka naging abala sakin, Ylave. Just... take care okay and I'll be fine with that, hmm"

Ngumiti ako bago tumalikod sa kanya at tuluyang umalis.

My mother frightened when he learned what happen.

Nag sampa ng kaso ang pamilya ni Yvo dahil sa ginawa ni Oniel sa kanya.

Nakakatawa lang isipin na para sa taong may kaya...

Handa nilang ipamigay ang pera manatili lang ang malinis na pangalan nila.

Na sila din ang dumudumi...

Gaya ng sabi ko hayaan na lang pero kahit si Mama ayaw pumayag.

Gusto niya sampahan ng kaso si Yvo dahil sa ginawa sa akin ng lalaki,