[✓] ❛ my darling ❜ || sungwon

010: a familiar feeling

010: A FAMILIAR FEELING.

sunghoon and jungwon hadn't talked ever since they fought in the school hallway a few weeks ago. jungwon found his life to be no different from how it was before, but sunghoons life had done a 180 flip.

before, jungwon would take up most of his time: talking to him, doing things for him, thinking of him, whatever. but now, that's no more. he can't even get near jungwon without feeling inferior to him.

he knew he shouldn't feel that way. both of them were definitely in the wrong. they had a horrible sense of communication and anybody could recognize that even if they didn't know the two.

sunghoon sighed, staring up at the ceiling of his room. he had a pillow in his hold, rolling over to one side so he could stare out of his window instead. the sun was shining brightly despite the strong breeze.

his pupils shook at the constant reminder of his tear-filled cries and jungwons yelling. it was most definitely wrong, but sunghoon missed jungwon. he missed him a lot.

suddenly, he got up and reached over to his nightstand to grab his phone. he searched up the name of a place that he found solidarity in whenever he felt unsafe, stressed, or just wanted somewhere where he could be by himself and without the constant bickering of people around him.

he smiled when he saw that the place was open until 9:00 P.M. perfect, he had a whole 3 hours to do what he loved most.

ever since sunghoon was a young boy, his grandparents had allowed him to go for whatever he wanted. that was mostly caused by the fact that his parents completely neglected him, but thats a story for another time.

at first, he had tried out ordinary sports like soccer and basketball, but he didn't find comfort in those sports like he did with figure skating. his grandma enrolled him in skating classes, and slowly, he improved. he was able to enter many championships and win tens of hundreds of medals and trophies. in fact, he had some hung up on his walls and on his shelves.

he clicked on the directions to the place, as it had been so long since he had went that he forgot how to get there. his smile grew wider as he quickly stood up to change in clothing fit for cold atmospheres.

he walked over to his closet and picked out a comfortable yet suitable outfit for the occassion. it was nothing special, but nothing lazy either. after he had changed, he walked out of his room. the last thing he needed was his skates.

he walked up to a random closet in his apartment which he shared with a roomate. his roomate was a few years older than him, and was attending a school overseas to see how he liked it before permanently moving. he reminisced the memories he made with his roomate before opening the door to the closet. he instantly found his white-as-snow skates, picking them up and putting on his shoes before heading out the front door.

it only took him a few minutes to reach his destination, seeing that he was walking as fast as he could to reach his ice-cold paradise. he pushed the pull door on accident, and laughed after realizing his mistake. he opened the doors correctly and grinned at the desk receptionist who he hadn't seen for around half a year.

"sunghoon-ssi! i never thought i'd see you, i was sure you had quit. you always come back." he smiled, instantly putting sunghoons name in for a reservation. "which rink and for how long?"

"rink C for 2 hours, please. i'd never quit skating, sir." he flashed an eye smile at the man who chuckled, setting up the reservation at a skillful speed.

"here you go. you got your skates?" he asked, looking over the counters and giving a thumbs up when he saw the skates in sunghoons hands. he signalled for him to go off and skate, now focusing on the next person in line.