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"cordeee!" i dragged as he tickled me.

"movee!" i laughed as aiyden clapped and zamora laughed too.

i sat up when corde stopped.

"play too damn much." i said and laughed.

he smiled and helped me get up.

"damn i haven't talked to y'all's godmom in a couple days." i said and went to kaia's contact.

"she got a new number." i mumbled as all my texts turned green.

"lemme call pj." i said and dialed pjs number.

"wassup?" pj answered the phone.

"heyy, um is kaia with you?" i asked.

it was a long pause before he said something.

"no.. why?" he asked.

"um, im tryna contact her and all my messages is green." i said and scrunched my face up.

"hold on." he said and hung up.

i shrugged and walked to the kitchen.

"what y'all wanna eat tonight?" i asked and looked through the fridge.

"sketti." zamora said.

"you want some spaghetti, mora?" i asked.

"yesss!" she yelled and clapped.

"okay. spaghetti it is." i said and closed the fridge.

"big bet." corde said and laughed.

-

kaia

i stared at the hotel wall and wiped my tear.

for the last few days i've been staying in this hotel.

i changed my number, deleted my socials, and lost contact with everyone.

i've been on the verge of killing myself ever since what happened.

after i got an abortion, i felt like there was no other reason to be alive.

i looked at my phone and saw that i got a notification.

i picked my phone up and saw that it was a notification for a new job.

i threw my phone to the other side of the bed and looked at my hands.

i shrugged while sniffling.

i haven't ate in three days.

it's time to leave..

i looked around the hotel and stood up.

i feel so weak.

so numb.

i walked to the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush.

i ran it under some water then put some toothpaste on it.

i brushed my teeth then turned the water off.

i grabbed all my stuff and cleaned up the room.

i walked out of the room and gave the hotel clerk my key.

"hope you had a nice stay!" he said with a smile.

i smiled back and walked to my car.

just do it.

i unlocked my doors and put everything in my car.

i closed the back door and got into the passenger seat.

i leaned back in my seat and let my thoughts take over.

"pj, if we had a boy what would you name him?" i asked pj with a smiled.

"jordan, i've always wanted to name my son that." he said and smiled.

"awww, that's cute bae." i said and chuckled.

"if we had a girl.. i would name her, jaslina." i said.

"where you get that from?" pj asked me.

"my great grandma." i said and looked at him.

"that's pretty ma." he said and kissed me on the lips.

i closed my eyes and shook my head.

"well." i mumbled and started the car.

i drove out the parking lot and went to a bar.

i parked in front of the bar and got out my car.

i locked the doors and went inside.

"give me something that'll fuck me up." i said weakly.

"you sure you can handle that?" the bartender asked me.

i nodded.

does it even matter anymore?

he gave me three shots of tequila.

i'm not a drinker so i was gon get fucked up either way.

i downed all three shots then asked for more.

after 16 shots i was dizzy.

"thank you." i slurred and put a fifty dollar bill in front of him.

"ma'am are you okay? i don't think you should drive in this condition." he called after me as i walked away.

"thanks.. but i'm good." i slurred and stumbled out of the bar.

i walked to my car and struggled to unlock it.

after i unlocked it i got in and locked the doors.

"fuck.." i said and held my head.

"where you wanna go now?" i asked myself.

"where have i always wanted to go before i died?" i slurred to myself.

"our of the country.. but we don't have enough time lienna." i said and smiled.

"let's go to the beach." i said and started my car.

i licked my lips and opened my phone.

i threw it in the passenger seat and sped off from in front of the bar.

i smiled and rolled my window down a little.

i ran a red light as i flipped off the air.

i drive for about ten more minutes then i arrived at the beach.

i got out and smiled weakly.

"well.." i mumbled and stumbled to the sand.