Two years has passed but he has never passed away from my heart. It’s feel like yesterday i met with him. Like yesterday he still living in my heart. Sometimes bad thoughts come in my minds which break me into prices. I wonder, if he got any boyfriend or girlfriend. Or maybe he got married? No no how can he do this after stealing my heart, mind, soul, sleep everything? He should stay alone for me. I should be mine. If he isn’t made for me then why we crossed our path? We spend precious fourty five minutes of our life? Why he came in my life like an angel and vanished like thin air? Why?
But there is no replied to those questions. I sighed and sighed. Today i Don't have any mood to do something. But my heart and mind both wants to go somewhere where i can refresh my mind. So today i came to Neomi Island.
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Neomi island 🍁🍂🌲🍃
In late Autumn there views is insane. This island looks so peaceful and mind refreshing. There some of people came with there family, some of friends and some of couple but me single. Whenever i see couple i felt sad cause that time my mind think about that angle of mine. Oh how much i wish he be my boyfriend. Today i wouldn’t have to come here alone but with him. I still want to spend my life with him. You must be thinking it’s crazy? Yes it is.. But can you balm me for that? No right?
Cause that my love at first sight turn into true love. I haven’t seen him in two years but i still do love him. Before i never knew love can be this much beautiful until i fall for him. I love him so so fucking much.
I chuckle sadly and sat on the ground on dry leap. Then i heard giggling so i turn around but my world stopped. My whole body froze. My heart began to beat crazily and Don't know when tears gather in my eyes. Here some little boys giggling and with them my angle sitting. A little boy said something to him pointing at me and our eyes meet. He also seems froze like me. I breath out and wip my tears and got up. He also got up the we both take slow step towards each other.
I don't what is he thinking right now but my mind thinking alot of thing. My mind questioning a lot. But for now i controlled myself. I've waited two years now i saw him. Now i can't lost him like before. I'm thinking this so when we both stand face to face i don’t know. But my sense come back and reality hit me when i felt weight on my body and taken a back but stayed still. He is hugging me making me shock. And i heard some sob? Wait is he crying? But why? Why he is crying while hugging me?
But i let aside the thought and hugged him back and closed my eyes. Trying to devour my empty heart. Right now i want him to lock inside of my heart. If there was any chance like that i must have do that. I hugged him more tightly when i noticed he hugged more tight and cultch my shirt. And again a thought come in my mind but i don't want to think anything right now. Don’t know how long we both stayed like that and we don't even care. Not me nor he. Then i realized a thing that, he also remained me and missed me the way i did.
If it’s not true then how can he remember me? And recognized me blink of an eye? Come to me and hugging me? Even why he is crying? He even letting me go? And yes all of this questions answer is he also missed me. But not sure if he loves me or not but who care for now.
We both broke the hug and i observed his whole beautiful face and saw it’s fuffy red and still sobbing. Oh how much i missed this face and this boy only i and god knows. I cupped his whole face in my hand then wiped tears and asked softly with adoration. "Why are you crying?"
He looks at me and pouted then start to hit me in tiny fist then said, "You old man i missed you so much. Why you take so much time that day?"
I felt butterflies in my stomach in happiness. I was right he also missed me the way i did. Then i answered, "I missed you too. And that night i went to far to take water bottle cause there wasn’t any shop opened. But when i returned you weren’t there. Where were you left? I searched for you. I was worried for you. Scared for you if something bad happened to you. My mind went black and wasn’t thinking straight. Why you left that night? Until now.. "
I stated everything under breathe cause i couldn’t hold back my two years sorrowful moments. I loves him. Cried for him. Then i look at his eyes. He was looking at me in shock, sadness and love? Yes i saw in those doe eyes holding loves for me. Surprisingly i can reading his eyes. Is it power of love?
