The Girl Suitor [ON GOING]

TGS: Lunch

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Nagmamadali ako sa paglabas ng opisina dahil sa mga nakarinig, I'm already okay. But everytime I hear things related to him, I just can't help to be affected! Ayoko nang bumalik sa mga araw na halos hindi ko na kayang umahon sa sakit na nararamdaman, I'm done with it!

Hindi biro ang mga pinagdaanan ko para bumalik ako sa lusak na pinanggalingan ko, I'm already okay. Bakit ba pakiramdam ko ay hindi pa rin?

When will this feeling ever stop?

When will I ever be happy again?

"Jasmine, wait up!" I heard him called

I'm shaking but I still managed to walk straight out of here, idagdag pa ang sakit ng ulo ko dahil sa hangover. I knew it wasn't a good decision to go to school today, kung hindi lang talaga dahil kay Daddy, paniguradong hindi ako nag-iisip ngayon

Melancholy suddenly embraced my soul, pilit kong pinipigilan ang maluha. I shouldn't be affected anymore! I'm fine, he's probably fine, we are all fine! Bakit ba pilit ko pa ring binabalikan ang nakaraang hindi naman talaga para sa akin?

"Sandali nga!" his deep voice rumbled

One touch and I know that I have to let go the thin string of emotion I've been holding ever since I've heard it. I buried my face into my palms and started to cry,

I felt his hands holding my elbows, hinila niya ako palapit sa kanya at ang pagpalahaw ko ay mas lalong lumakas. I don't remember when was the last time I cried like this,

But this is the first time, someone is comforting me..

"Ssh.." he softly hushed, he held me by his arms. Marahan ang pagkakahagod nito sa likod ko, I was sobbed real hard when I felt that he's guiding me to walk towards somewhere

Habang umiiyak ay kusang sumunod ang mga paa ko sa lugar nang pinagdadalhan niya, he stopped at a gazebo. Magaan ang pagkakahawak niya sa akin, like I'm some fragile glass that's breakable anytime.

"Are you okay?"

I halted upon hearing his question, the big question I've been meaning to answer myself everyday..

Am I really okay?

Sunod sunod ang naging pag-iling ko bilang sagot sa kanyang tanong pero mukhang hindi niya nakuha iyon, "Why are you crying?"

His voice sounded so concern and panicky, it was soothing that I've felt comfort while hearing it. Kahit ang pagkakabigkas niya ay nagbigay ginhawa sa akin, I wanted to stop crying but it just won't stop. Pinalis ang mga luha sa mata ko at sinubukang tumayo