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KOA'S POV:

February 4th 8:50 pm

I picked out a outfit and got dressed. I matched the dress with leg warmers and black and white converse.

9:00 pm

I went out on stage. "Hi everyone. Before I start I would just like to say thanks for coming out." I chuckled. Background music started playing. The crowd started cheering hearing what song it is.

I break the ice. So they don't see my size.

The crowd started shouting the lyrics while I sang them.

And I have to be nice...

I was looking over the crowd. I saw fans. Thousands of them coming out to see me.

Or I'll be the next punchline.

I heard a voice from the crowd. "George are you ok?" I recognized that voice but I let it go and continued.

I'm just the best friend in Hollywood movies
Who only exist to continue the story
The girl gets the guy while I'm standing off-screen
So I'll wait for my cue to be comedic relief.

Can't be too loud
Can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can't be too proud
Can't think I'm pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

I say I'm okay
'Cause they wouldn't care anyway
And I could try to explain
But my efforts in vain
They can't relate to how I've

Drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors
If that's what it took for me to look in the mirror
I've done every diet to make me look thinner
So why do I still feel so goddamn inferior?

Can't be too loud
And can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can't be too proud and
Can't think I'm pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend

It's funny when I think a guy likes me
And it's funny when I'm the one who says, "Let's go to eat"
It's funny when I'm asked to go out on Halloween
Dresses and thigh highs, while I hide my body.

Can't be too loud
And can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna miss me?

Can't be too loud
And can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can't be too proud and
Can't think I'm pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
I've drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors.

The crowd cheered as the song came to the end. "You guys can help me, I need a slow clap." I showed them what I am talking about. They started doing it. "I Can just tell you guys to do anything pfft." I laughed. The clapping started getting louder.

There's a fire starting in my heart.
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark

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