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Sometimes you got overwhelmed, everyone did occasionally and that was okay but this time you were really struggling,

Truly struggling to get yourself out of the deep deep hole you were in. It was difficult. Anxiety and depression seemed to cloud around at the worst time possible and you felt defeated, lost, confused and to be brutally honest you felt like you couldn't do it anymore.

You couldn't breathe.

It felt like you were drowning and it was exhausting.

You sat backstage in Wembley, applying stickers to Harry's guitar. He had given you a heap of stickers with cute things on them telling you to choose your favourite and to stick them onto his guitar. You knew he hadn't just given them to you for no reason, he was doing it to take your mind off of everything. He didn't ask what was wrong but he knew when something was wrong, he often preferred for you to simply go to him if you had issues and he always made sure you knew he was there to listen.

You stuck a small 'LGBTQ' flag onto the front of the guitar and added a few small dinosaur stickers as well and soon enough Harry made his way back into where you were "ooo, cute designs... I knew you had a knack for this" he said with a cheeky grin making you giggle as you continued sticking the stickers down, it was quite therapeutic you'd admit that. It helped calm your racing mind.

Soon enough you didn't have anymore favourite stickers, your eyes slowly moving to lock with his as he gazed at you his arms crossed over his chest, a bottle of water held in his right hand. "Why are you staring at me?" You asked with a nervous smile and he let out an exasperated sigh "y/n I know you... what's up?" He asked into which you stared at him

"You sure I can tell you? I don't want you to be my therapist... I don't want you to think I'm using you as my mental health bin" you said worriedly and he smiled placing the bottle of water down before he grabbed a hold of your hands, squeezing gently "don't be silly. Communicating is good." He assured and you let out a shaky sigh as you nodded

"I've just been struggling... with anxiety and everything, you know" you said ashamed, his eyes softening as he gazed at you a lot of warmth within his face as he nodded his head "you aren't alone in these feelings you know that right? Even I struggle sometimes and that's okay... it's okay to not be okay" he said, silence soon intruding as he looked at you worriedly

"Come here"

He whispered, his arms rather quickly wrapping around you as he held you close to his body, his hand rubbing up and down your back as he lightly swayed back and forth with you in his embrace, the smell of him instantly comforted you as you gripped onto him his arms stayed wrapped around you as he hummed a soft tune to you

He pressed little kisses to your temple as he fluttered his eyes shut not daring to let go of you, tears forming in your eyes as he held onto you more tighter as he felt you grip onto him more "things haven't been quite the same there's a haze on the horizon babe, it's only been a couple of days and I miss you... when nothing really goes to plan you stub your toe or break your camera I'd do everything I can to help you through" as he sang he slowly pulled back holding onto your hands as he began dancing with you, swaying ever so slightly as he intertwined his fingers with yours beaming as you giggled happily, tears of all emotions welling up in your eyes "if you're feeling down I just wanna make you happier baby, wish I was around I just wanna make you happier baby, we've been doing all this late night talking about anything you wanna till the morning now you're in my life I can't get you off my mind"

He spun lifted your arm up as he span you around before pulling you back into his arms, making you burst out laughing and he smiled down at you "that's a sound I love to hear..." he said happily before he pressed kiss to your cheek, holding onto you more tightly and within those few moments you felt relief... you were okay... but most importantly...

You could breathe again.

How cuteee, hope you enjoyed!(:

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