Don't Let Me Drown (Oli Sykes Fan Fic) COMPLETE

JUST WOW.

Oli drove me crazy, it was so foreign to me the way he made me feel all the time, but God I found him so sexy. It was the whole 'bad boy' look I think; that whole tattooed, asshole, reckless vibe mixed with his perfect smile and boyish charm. As he started kissing my neck and touching me between my legs I totally gave in as I always did when it came to him. He always made me feel so good. After a minute or two, he suddenly lifted me up onto the bathroom counter and stood between my legs, just staring at me for a moment. It was so intense and I almost wanted to ask him what he was thinking since he looked so lost in thought. "You are the most amazing person I have ever met." he suddenly blurted out. OK then? It seemed like a strange thing to admit during foreplay, but it was so sweet so I smiled at the compliment. I grabbed his head in my hands and pulled him into another deep kiss while I wrapped my legs around his body so he couldn't get away. I sneakily opened the top draw mid-kiss and grabbed a condom then pulled my lips away from his so I could open it. He went to take it from me, but I stopped him. "Let me do it." I said, staring at him. I recalled everything I learnt in sex-ed at school and all of those movies where they learn how to put one onto a banana... I think he liked me doing it for him, watching me and not breaking composure even when I giggled, then crashing his lips back into mine the minute I had finished. I don't know what had gotten into him, but something was so intense with him tonight. He stepped forward and pushed himself into me as we kissed and I pulled my lips away to let out a breath as he did. That first thrust always made me gasp. He gripped my hips and I kept my hands around his neck as he moved. It was crazy to me how frequently we had sex, it was the second time in less than 12 hours and it amazed me that I never got tired of it... pretty much every free moment we spent together since that first night when it happened more than once. It had never been like that with anyone else for me before... I was never really that interested in it and I had definitely never wanted it as much as I did with Oli. Maybe it was just because he actually cared enough to make me orgasm every fucking time. Nobody had ever been like that with me... not even remotely close. "You're so amazing." I said softly and happily without thinking, causing him to stop for a second and smile at me. God, that smile... it killed me. "What do you want me to do to you?" he asked softly. It was the first time someone had ever asked me such a question and I didn't really know how to respond. I just kind of looked at him blankly. He kissed me softly and touched his forehead to mind. "Don't worry, I know what to do." he whispered with a cheeky grin. Fuck. He turned me on like crazy.

He lifted me from the counter and somehow managed to pull the shower door open, stepping into the shower still holding my body against him. "Have you ever had shower sex?" he whispered into my ear. I shook my head as I looked down at him with an innocent grin. He smiled at me again and it absolutely killed me. Again. God he was so incredibly sexy, and when he took control and took the dominant role, it made me giddy. He pressed me into the wall and turned the tap beside him on, glancing over to check the temperature before looking back at me and starting to move inside of me again. I ran my hands through his hair and he just stared at me with his lips slightly open as he fucked me; the intense stare he held only broken when he eventually leaned in to kiss me. I could honestly look at him forever. He was gorgeous. He pulled me away from the wall, through the spray of the warm water and let my legs slide down until my feet touched the tiles. He stood there and held me against him and kissed me under the water; my hair getting soaked and the warm wetness running down my back and my face; the occasional drop sneaking between our lips as we kissed. It was really, really hot. He turned me around and pushed my wet hair over my shoulder, leaning in to kiss my neck on the exposed side. "I want to make you feel amazing." he whispered as he wrapped his arms around my body and ran his hands across my skin that was slippery from the water. We were out of the direct spray, but the steam still made my skin feel dewy and warm. "Lean forward and hold onto the door handle." he instructed suddenly, but softly. God it was so hot when he gave me directions. I did as he said and grabbed the shower door handle, leaning forward to reach it... and feeling his hand press down on my lower back as he pushed himself into me yet again. "Let me know what you like..." he said a little shyly as he moved slowly. "I mean, you know... faster, softer, whatever you want." he added. I was almost dumbfounded by his words. Nobody had ever asked me what I wanted. "You always make me feel amazing Oli, I think you already know what I like." I said with a slightly embarrassed giggle. "But I will let you know." I added. He leant down and kissed my back, then stood back up and put his hands on my hips and started moving. I arched my back and moaned; the sensation of him in that position made me feel weak. I let out a huge breath and dropped my head. "Want me to go faster?" Oli asked quietly.
"Mhmm." I sounded back. I knew how good it was going to feel.

As he moved faster, he wrapped his arm around my body and pulled me up so I was practically standing in front of him with my back to him. He kissed my shoulder and neck while sliding his hand down my body and as soon as he started touching my clitoris I felt like I was on the road straight to orgasm. I started to lose a bit of self control. "Harder." I moaned without really thinking. I mean, he had told me to tell him what I wanted, but I guess I didn't think I really would say anything. "Mhmm." he sounded, still kissing my neck and touching me. God it felt so good. I moaned loudly. "Harder?" he asked softly, biting my earlobe.
"Yes." I said with an exhale. He gently pushed down on my back again, making me drop forward again and arch my back, and he started moving faster. I gripped the door handle with both hands since things were getting more intense. He fucked me harder than he ever had before and my body went forward every time he thrust. His fingers slid back around and between my legs and my entire body tensed as he touched me again. He made me feel incredible and I couldn't stop the desperate moans from leaving my lips. "Faster, Oli." I said, again without even thinking. He sped up. "Harder." I added almost desperately. I guess I was asking a lot of him, but he wasn't stopping. "More." I said as I felt myself racing toward orgasm. "More." I moaned as he did what I said. I was starting to feel the internal shocks, but I wanted more. "More, Oli, more." I kept saying. It was like I was possessed or something! I had zero control over what I was saying at all and I could hear him breathing heavily over the sound of the shower. I was breathing just as heavily and moaning helplessly as he fucked me. I thought I was going to rip the door off the shower by how hard I was pulling at it, but I didn't even care, I was on the edge of an earth-shattering orgasm and I felt incredible. "YES!" I moaned as Oli fucked me hard and fast; hitting a spot that drove me absolutely insane. "FUCK!" I screamed, unable to control myself anymore. "FUCK!" I screamed again as my legs started to tremble, I was so close and Oli knew it. He moved his hand from between my legs, grabbed my hips tightly with both hands and fucked me so fucking hard that I actually screamed. I don't even know how it was possible but I completely lost it. "OLI!" I screamed as my entire body started flooding with overwhelming pleasure and I felt my legs buckling. Oli was moaning desperately as he slammed into me, and every thrust felt like ecstasy as I tried to breath. "OLI!" I cried loudly again, the world kind of blurring around me. I swear I stopped hearing anything, like everything disappeared until Oli said my name; the intense thrusting suddenly reduced to just a few softer ones deep inside me. His fingers dug into my hips and he just stood there, my body still involuntarily jolting from the pleasure as he came. "Fuck." he exhaled loudly after a long pause. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me up to standing position again and started to slowly move in and out again as he caught his breath. I let out a huge exhale and looked over my shoulder at him, I needed to see him for some reason. He kissed my cheek as my body started to un-tense but I kind of drooped forward over his arm around me. I felt weak, but even now, he still felt so good inside me. "Holy shit." I said through my heavy breathing.
"I know." he breathed over my shoulder. "That was..." he said trailing off.
"Mind blowing." I said, finishing his sentence. He drew himself from me and I turned toward him, pushing him back under the warm water and kissing him intensely. I couldn't even explain that moment if I wanted to. We'd both lost control at the same time, we'd done that elusive thing called 'coming together' and I think it was the most intense orgasm I'd ever had in my entire fucking life. "You are just..." Oli said, clearly lost for words. "Just wow." he finally said. I smiled at him and kissed him more. I couldn't say anything.