Conflicted

Five

We had finally made it to his house, his house was beautiful to say the least. Flowers were planted all around the driveway, on each side of the concrete path as it lead up to the front door. Adrian's hand quickly grabbed mine pulling me up, my mind still fuzzy from those many moments ago. The way he looked at me, the way that made me crave it even more. The way his skin felt on my skin crazed my nerves. It made my skin burn, but somewhat in a good way, a way that made me want to feel the heat again.

Entering his house his scent immediately overwhelmed me, the deep cologne he always wore making me feel some type of way, a way I couldn't explain. Walking into the kitchen he immediately spun around, his hands on my waist. Before I could react he had placed me on the counter top, his hands by each side. "What food you want" he asked, a soft smile across his lips. Instantly reacting my hands had landed on his shoulders. "S-Sorry" I spoke taking them off, a smirk rising on his lips. "Snacks would be fine" I spoke giving him a small smile.

Nodding he quickly opened a cupboard grabbing a few bags of crisps n chocolate. Standing in front he opened a packet of ready salted crisps, taking one out he held it in front of me. A wide smile across his face, he wanted to feed me. Rolling my eyes I opened my mouth only to feel his finger graze my lips as he placed the crisp on my tongue. Closing my mouth I felt him graze his finger along my tongue before pulling it out, a popping sound coming after. Keeping eye context he merely licked his finger before feeding himself a crisp.

"Weirdo" I muttered, couldn't stop myself from smirking. Getting off of the counter he quickly flicked my head before heading upstairs. Following him slowly I couldn't help but find myself dazing over his house. It was beautiful, every piece of furniture had some kind of meaning, symbol to it. It made the place look, unique, one of a kind. Soon making it to his room I opened the door, smoke immediately hitting my nose. Looking around he was nowhere in sight, closing the door I looked around, every detail entering my mind.

His scent was much stronger in here, much more overwhelming than before. It almost made me feel like I was drowning but not in water, in something unexplainable. My eyes soon landed on an open door leading to what seems to be a balcony. Walking through the scent of smoke immediately hit me, my eyes shooting to my right. There he was his shirt had disappeared, his bare muscles shining in the sunlight. A cigarette between his lips as he effortlessly took a puff. The way his my muscles tensed with each movement he made only made me drool. He looked like a goddess and it wasn't helping, why did he have to look like this, why.

God he is so fucking hot

Coming out of my daze his hand gripped onto mine, pulling me over I landed into his lap. His left hand resting on my thigh, my head leaning on his shoulder. Moving his right leg apart my left leg found itself falling in between his legs. "Want some" he merely questioned, his grip on my leg tightening as he smiled. Gulping I nodded, his right hand bringing the cigarette closer to my mouth. "I won't die will I" rolling his eyes a chuckle escaped his lips "no you have me" rolling my eyes I couldn't help but laugh as he brought the cigarette closer. "Remember to breath in, you might or will cough but you'll get used to it"

Nodding he placed the cigarette between my lips, his bulge pressing onto my ass as he leaned forward. His chin had rested on my shoulder, his eyes looking me up and down. Taking a deep breath I breathed in, the containments filling my throat. Pulling my head away i closed my eyes before letting the smoke escape my lips. I could feel myself cough a little as I covered my mouth. A smile had overtaken Adrian's face, his eyes beaming with amusement. "Your so cute did you know that" he spoke, a smile still prominent on his lips.

These words made my heart skip a beat, my head resting on his shoulder, I didn't wanna meet his gaze. I could feel his eyes bearing into my skin, the smoke he pushed from his lips hitting my face. It was silent, I couldn't take it, the way he was making me feel, I was caught around his finger. I was in his grasp, his hand had wedged between my thighs, his right hand around my waist as he smoked the cigarette. I finally did the one thing I didn't, turned to meet his gaze.

His eyes looked up to meet mine, the cigarette entering his lips again as he breathed the contents in. Grabbing my chin he pulled my face closer, my cheeks immediately flushing a bright red. "A-Adrian" before I could talk his lips had slammed onto mine, the smoke flowing into my throat. Pulling away he had a smirk on his face as I sat there frozen. Letting the foul air leave my mouth I couldn't help but cough, my hand covering my mouth as I looked away. Adrian's laugh entering my ears, adjusting himself under me. "Adrian" I tried to catch my breath but I only coughed again.

His laugh becoming louder as he watched me in amusement. Gripping onto his thigh the next noise that came sent shivers through my spine. Adrian had merely growled, his eyes met mine, the look of shock covered my face. "Sorry I d-didn't mean to" was all I said before he gripped my thigh pulling me closer to his chest. His right hand flicking the cigarette away before gripping onto my waist. His head found itself on my shoulder, his lips grazing my ear. "Be careful where you touch little one"

These words giving me a sense of arousal as I froze in his lap. My bottom lip merely entering my mouth, quickly realising what I was doing I turned my head hoping Adrian didn't see. Lucky he didn't as I turned my head. He was looking off into the view as he laid his head on my shoulder. His eyes seemed to be deep in thought, thinking none stop. "What you thinking about" I softly asked. Humming in response his right hand slowly moved under my shirt grazing my skin. Before I could talk he had began to rub light circles on my skin, relaxing me instantly. Moving his head so his nose was nuzzled into my neck I found myself leaning into his touch.

"Just thinking about the future" looking up at the sky i grabbed the hand that had nuzzled in between my thighs, interlocking our fingers. "What about t-the future" he continued to circle his thumb along my skin, silence filled the air. "Where I'll be in the next five years, will I have a partner, lovely house" i couldn't help but smile to his words. The fact that he cared about that stuff only made me fall for this boy much more. Hoping I'd be his partner in the next five years, however whoever it was would be hella lucky.

I mean look at him he's a god, his jet black hair, those emerald eyes, the jawline that completed his face. His body was perfect, his muscles adding up to his built figure, his veins popping to each movement. This man was every girls or guys dream, it's just.

If only I was in his league, maybe just maybe I'd have hope