Conflicted

Seven

Pain

Was all that I felt as my eyes opened, my head spinning like crazy, chest throbbing non stop. Moving my hand it hit something, a soft groan entering my ear. Feeling around I made out a face, who did it belong to? Rolling over I laid my hand down as I traced his beauty. How did he look so good even when he was asleep. Adrian's jet black hair falling just above his eyes. Lifting my hand up I resisted the urge to run my fingers through. Biting my bottom lip I let the urge take over my body.

My fingers slowly running through his silky hair, comfort filling my skin. His soft lips moving as he mumbled. A smile plastered over my lips as I watched him, it felt unreal, like a dream even. Suddenly a hand grasped my arm, his emerald eyes looking back at mine. A smile tugging at his lips, trying to pull my arm away I could feel my cheeks burn as he didn't let go. "Someone's brave" he spoke, his husky voice merely making me melt in this very spot. Interlocking our fingers he nudged himself closer, his breath hitting my face.

"Sorry couldn't help it" I simply replied, my cheeks getting redder with each second that passed. A smirk rose on his lips, his hands latching onto my waist, pulling me closer. "Adrian" before I could finish he had nuzzled his head into the crook of my neck. I could feel him smile as he took in my scent, a soft groan escaping his lips. I soon found myself running my fingers through his hair, mumbled groans escaping his lips with every movement. It only made me smile, it comforted me to be in his grasp. The pain had subsided, only for a little.

The occasional throbbing in my ribs would occur, however being in this boys touch merely made me think less of the pain. "Luke" he spoke, his tone husky and sharp. His voice only sent a shiver down my spine as I hummed in response.  "I want you" he spoke again, his arms fully wrapping around my waist. Still running my fingers along his hair I merely leaned into his touch more. "You have me" I replied, a smile creeping up my face knowing he doesn't want me in the way I'm thinking. The way where I could feel him fully.

Know he's mine

I would never be able to feel him in that way, look at him knowing he's mine and I am his. "No I want you" pulling away his gaze met mine, his eyes full of an emotion I hadn't seen before. "What do you mean" smiling he merely placed a soft kiss along my forehead. "God your breaking me" he responded his head landing on my shoulder. His lips gently brushed against my ear, his breath lingering down my neck. I could feel myself become aroused to his touch, the sparkles it's sent down my body.

"I want to kiss you" he whispered, my body freezing as I held him. My eyes glued to the wall, his hands softly massaging my waist. I only felt his lips kiss along my neck, reaching my jaw, his hand trailing up to my shoulder. "A-Adrian" I couldn't speak properly, his lips kissing along my jawline. His cologne invading my nose as I leaned my head back. His hand had reached the back of my neck, his lips softly kissing my Adams apple. God I wanted more, I wanted to feel this boy completely, intimately.

"W-what are you doing" I spoke, his thumb circling against the nape of my neck. Giving my neck one last kiss he pulled away, his emerald eyes meeting mine. I was fully erect, my mind becoming foggy as I watched him. "Are you s-sure you wanna do t-this, especially with m-me" I spoke, his smile only getting bigger as he looked me up and down. His hand trailing from my neck around to my jaw. My breath hitching, his touch sending sparks all up my body. Only craving his touch to come back, feel his lips on my skin once more.

"You know Luke the more you stutter the cuter you get"

And that was the very moment I broke, his emerald eyes burning into me as I folded, his thumb tracing my jaw, a soft smile nudging at his lips, his body lingering over mine, leaning back I couldn't help but stare in a daze, his knee rubbing against my thighs, a soft moan escaping my tongue. This sound only made him smile, maybe I was dreaming but before I knew it his lips had collided with mine. I didn't know what to do as his body merged with mine.

The sweet taste of strawberries and tobacco invading my throat. His lips syncing with mine, his hands trailing up my body, my crave for him growing. The kiss slow and gentle, I couldn't help but smile as his lips merged with mine. This action only caused him to smile as his thumb grazed my chin. Lifting my head up he had deepened the kiss. Our pace becoming much faster, his tongue sliding against my bottom lip. Allowing entry I only groaned as his tongue had collided with mine. His saliva intracing my very own, our tastes mixing.

Pulling away I merely watched as he took his top off, his muscles shining in the sunlight. The tattoos laid across the skin of his collarbone. This only made him much hotter, my eyes grazing every inch of his body. Lifting my chin he placed one more gentle kiss upon my lips. "Can I touch you" he spoke softly, respectful even. His eyes not once leaving mine as I gulped, nodding with a small smile. Smiling he gently removed my top, my slim body exposed to his gaze. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed as his eyes looked me up and down.

Grabbing my chin I looked back into his gaze. "Your beautiful did you know that" these words only made me fold more, his hands pushing me back onto my back. His body hovering over mine, a smile covering his lips. Leaning down he planted a soft kiss upon my lips before trailing down my jaw. I couldn't help but groan as he kissed along my neck, his teeth nibbling at my fragile skin. His hands gripping onto my hips causing them to buck at the feeling. Reaching my collar bone his eyes met mine before leaning back down again.

His teeth nibbling at my skin as he sucked, his tongue grazing my skin. Placing my hands above my head I couldn't help but moan to this feeling. My body moving a little to his touch, I wanted more, so much more. I wanted him no needed him, I needed him to take me completely, claim me as his and his only. "Fuck" was all I moaned out his body immediately freezing. Pulling back up his gaze met mine, the look of lust filled them. His hand trailing up before reaching my neck. His lips slamming onto mine, a smile raising to this feeling.

Wrapping my arms around his neck I only obligated as he lifted me up before placing my back down in his lap. My legs straddling his thighs as he held me close. His hands gripping onto my hips, his tongue colliding with my very own. God I could do this all day, his taste only making me crave him so much more. My left hand gripping onto his hair, my hips moving to the feeling. This only made him groan, his hands making my hips move in a slow motion. His breaths becoming heavy as he pulled away.

Placing his forehead on mine his eyes never left mine. Guiding my hips I could feel his erection push against me. Soft moans escaping his lips, my hips moving on repeat. Catching on I merely pushed his hands out the way before moving my hips again. His mouth left agape, tongue scraping along his teeth. His hands meeting my cheeks as he pulled me down, my lips syncing with his. Keeping one of his hands on the nape of my neck I felt his other one move. His hand slowly sliding up my boxers, his hand grazing the bare skin of my ass.

Squeezing my cheek lightly I couldn't help but groan, his lips lifting to smile to my reaction. I couldn't wait much longer, I needed more, I needed to feel him completely, have him ruin me as he pleased. "Adrian, I need you" the look on his eyes changed as a smile formed across his face. "Are you sure little one" he spoke his thumb tracing my bottom lip in a slow pace. Biting my bottom lip I merely leaned down, my lips grazing his earlobe. I only felt his breath hitch, my hand grazing his neck.

"Don't even hold back"