Conflicted

Eight

I couldn't help but watch him, the way his muscles moved with every movement. The tattoos spread across his collarbone as he turned to flash a goofy smile at me. I was watching him in a daze, I mean he was only making us breakfast but still. This guy that I had been dreaming of, dazing over had just ruined me in his bed. It was hard to believe, did it really happen, was I just dreaming and I'd wake up any second? All these thoughts flooded in my head as I laid on the couch, adjusting myself when all of a sudden a sharp pain shot through my body, my ass aching.

Defo not a dream

Coving my face I couldn't believe it. It was true, my dream had come true. "Babe foods ready" his voice shook me out of my daze as I looked to meet his gaze. Nodding I slowly stood up as the feeling in my ass became much more with every step. Smiling he placed a soft kiss upon my forehead as he watched me sit down. Shaking his head he merely stopped me before pulling me into his lap, my head immediately resting on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry love" he whispered placing a kiss on my cheek. Smiling I quickly kissed his as embarrassment erupted inside of me. "How could you" I jokingly spoke taking a piece of toast into my mouth. Smirking he finished his mouthful of food become slapping my thigh. "You said not to hold back" rolling my eyes I only rested my head on his as he did to me. "Yeah yeah" chuckling he hugged me tighter, his breath rolling down my neck. The warm feeling making me relax much more. Nuzzling my face in his neck I couldn't help but smile as I took in his scent.

Suddenly a camera click echoed through my ears, shooting up I turned to look at him. His phone in hand, a photo of him with me nuzzled into his neck. "What was that for" smiling he kissed my lips before pressing post. "What am I not allowed to post what's mine" gulping I merely rested my head back on his shoulder, a soft chuckle escaping his lips. Getting my phone out of my pocket I opened Instagram to see his post. Me on his lap, face nuzzled in his neck. I couldn't help but smile at the caption.

*finally got the person that made me smile the most*

"Do you really mean that" I asked, my head still on his shoulder. Humming his hand began to rub my back as he placed a kiss on my head. "Of course baby" smiling I couldn't help but lean into his touch more. The same though running through my head over and over again. I couldn't help but smile like a child.

I'm his and he's mine

Pressing on the comments I merely bit my bottom lip as I read them.

"You guys are so cute"
"Power couple fr"
"He's so lucky"
"I'm glad you found someone who makes you happy bro"
"Damm bro didn't know you swung that way, happy for you"
"CUTEEEE"
"Okay okay hear me out, couple photoshoot"
"Bro pulled a cutie, winning fr"
"You better keep him, he's so cute"
"I have to meet him asap, he's officially my bestie"
"Me and him are going on shopping sprees"

Turning my phone off I still had a wide smile covering my face. My cheeks burning red as thr lights rushed through my head. This was real life I wasn't dreaming, this was actually happening. Suddenly my phone began to ring, my brothers name lighting up the screen. Pressing connect, the phone like beeped before he answered. "Hello" he spoke from the other side. "What's up" I asked, Adrian's arm wrapping around me more as he adjusted himself. "Hey lil bro mum wants you to be home for seven for dinner and bring your boyfriend" my mouth had opened agape as I paused for a second before responding. "O-Okay" with that the call ended. Adrian chuckled as he pulled me facing him, a smile forming on his lips.

"Look who's meeting your parents for the first time" rolling my eyes I could feel my cheeks burn red as I placed my head in his chest. "Please don't embarrass me" ruffling my hair he only smirked. "Can't promise anything little one"

Seven o'clock soon came as Adrian parked the car in the driveway. My nerves rising as he turned of the ignition. Taking a deep breath I felt Adrian's hand squeeze my thigh gently "you'll be fine okay" nodding I opened the door the same time Adrian had. My parents didn't know I was gay, I hadn't even come out to anyone except my friend group. By the looks of it they were okay if they wanted to invite him for dinner.

See everything's okay, they are fine with it

Taking another deep breath I interlocked my fingers with Adrian's as smile forming on his lips. Reaching the front door I gently nocked as Adrian stood behind me, his chest pressing against my back as he placed a kiss upon my head. The door suddenly opened my brother in the doorframe, a smile on his lips. "Hey little bro"

Heading in my mum rushed out of the kitchen engulfing me into a hug. Hugging her back I couldn't help but smile. "Hey mum" "hey sweetie I'm so happy your here, where's this sexy hunk of a boyfriend" she spoke, my cheeks immediately splashing red at her words as she let me go. "Nice to see you again ma'am" Adrian spoke a smile on his lips as he greeted my mum. I only heard her gasp "I told you Luke I told you didn't I" nodding my head I couldn't help but smile.

"You did mum, please don't rub it in for the rest of my life" rolling her eyes she tapped me on the shoulder before heading back into the kitchen. "Dinner will only be ten minutes" nodding I grabbed Adrians hand before pulling him upstairs. Reaching my room I closed the before before latching myself onto him. His arms wrapping around my waist as I took in his scent. Lifting my chin he placed a soft kiss along my lips "I'm so happy you know that" smiling I felt like a child, my heart was going crazy for this boy, in unexplainable ways.

"Me too" smiling he planted a soft kiss on my forehead before my mums voice could be heard. "Dinners ready guys" heading downstairs I still had Adrian's hand in mine as we reached the table. Taking our seats my mum and brother began to serve the food and placed our plates in front of us. After a few minutes everything was ready, all seated at the table. The room was silent until my brother coughed as he held his hand over his mouth. His eyes darting between my and Adrian.

"So, you two fucked yet"