"Tough love" Simon riley x reader

Part 2

You are all now in the car with price driving ghost next to him in shot gun while the rest of you is in the back
"Can we play some music?" I asked
"No." Ghost said
"Shut up grandpa" soap said
You laughed a little while ghost just sighed
"What should i put on?" Gaz asked
"California girls are unforgettable~" soap said
"Hell nah" said gaz
You laughed again and said "put on sweet cigarettes after s3x"
"ok" said gaz
He put it on and everybody was quiet enjoying the calming and pretty song
You were enjoying it while looking and also thinking about ghost (you were sitting in the middle seat so ur able to see him a little)
looking at him while the song played made you feel beyond happy in ur imagination imagining you and him together being happy and how beautiful the feeling of him loving you and giving you affection would feel
Your thoughts were cutt off by price asking what everyone wanted as we now reached the drive through
"Ghost what do you want?"
" a cheese burger with large fries" he said
You felt butterflies in your stomach hearing him talk after your imagination
"Soap?" Price asked
"I want a chicken sandwich with large fries" soap said
"What about you gaz?" Price asked
"A cheese burger with an 8 pc chicken nugget" gaz said
"Y/n what would you like?" Price asked you after asking everyone
"I want a 8 pc pc chicken nuggests and a medium fries please" you said
He said that to the lady and pulled up to the window
he handed you guys ur food and paid everyone took out there food to eat except ghost bc of his mask
"Goodness he so gorgeous" you thought

Time skip
you guys were now back at the base
price went to his office and ghost went to his room to eat
while you,soap and gaz went to the living room to watch a movie
"What should we watch?" Gaz asked
"I wanna watch "Encanto" and if you say no i will beat u up right here right now because today not one thing i wanted happened" soap said fastly while crossing his legs and his arms as he sat down on the couch
"ok then..." gaz said you smiled
he turned on the movie and you guys were now watching encanto while eating the rest of you food
you were now done with ur food and as you got up to go to put the trash in the bin you saw ghost in the door way leaning against the doorway (🤭)
"Hey ghost wanna join?" You asked him
"Sure.." he said as you both walked towards the couch and sat down next to eachother realllllly closely ur thighs and knees were touching ghost didn't seem to notice but you were going crazy he smelled so nice you just wanted to attack him and hug him rn you were over the moon rn you continued to watch the movie while feeling so comfortable and happy
Your eyes and head were getting heavy now you started to lean against the couch handle and continued to watch but eventually fell asleep
                                                                        Ghosts pov:
i was watching the movie alone with y/n now as the other members went to sleep for some reason we skipped dinner today
suddenly i noticed y/n slightly move away from me and lean against the couch
Great i was making her uncomfortable this whole time and didn't even notice i can't believe myself rn i feel terrible
i stared at her and i started to feel a little sorry for her i'm always harsh with her while she trys to be nice with me
it's just im so scared for some reason and i hate being touched
I feel sorry for her
she didn't really get any love growing up and now she's looking for that with us the other guys are her best friends they know how to talk to her and make her feel comfortable and also make her feel happy but i can't just do that the way i talk doesn't help at all
She fell asleep now... i kept staring at her while she sleeping and notice how warm and cozy she looked for once i felt like i wanna be touched/touch someone i want to get behind her and hug her for some reason it's not like i love her tho.....
She just looked warm i realized im starring down at her like a creep so i snapped out my thoughts and looked at the TV and back at her
Man i really wanted a hug from her now for some reason
Really simon!?
I don't love her
And i don't want or need a hug from
She hates me anyway
Theres no way she could love me when i can't love myself...
I hope she does tho
stop it simon
Im sure i don't love her and i don't care if she loves me or not
But god .. shes looking stunning rn
I remember the song she asked to play earlier in the car
I started to think of the lyrics it was all about love
It was stupid but thinking that she picked it didn't make me think it was stupid
i started to think of her as the song played in my head i examined her features
Her nose..,her lips, her eyebrows,her lashes ,her chubby red cheeks they i just realized how pretty she is i didn't think she was ugly before but now just by looking at her i want to be touched i was now desperate to touch her or she touches me im scared i'll make her uncomfortable if i do anything i don't want her to see me like that
after a long time of just staring at her like a creep and thinking
I decided to just pick her head up and put on my shoulder
So i did that and as soon as i did i felt awesome i felt warm and cozy like i expected
it felt wonderfull
why do i feel like this?
I rested my head on hers and turned off the movie
I need to remember to take her head of my shoulder before she wakes up i can't sleep anyway so i don't need to worry
after about an hour or two i started feeling "sleepy?"
I never sleep but today is different?
I got excited about the thought of finally sleeping
So i just shut my eyes and fell asleep not caring to remove y/ns head of my shoulder
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Thats it for part (2)
I hope you enjoyed 🫶🏻🫶🏻
I certainly did lol 🤭🤭
Bye now!