"Tough love" Simon riley x reader

Part (4)

Your pov:

I reached my room and went to the bathroom
I showerd and put on some more comfy clothes
i keep thinking about ghost He definitely found out
I didn't want to keep on thinking about it i'll just go apologise
I went out my room and headed to the kitchen i got hungry after training i opened the fridge and found some toast i took a slice and ate it when soap entered
"What should we get for lunch?" Soap asked
"Im not sure let's go see the others" you said to soap
He nodded and you both went to the living room where they were
"Price im hungry what should we have for lunch?" You asked
"Oh what would you guys like?" He asked
"I want some tacos i've been craving them" you said
"Ok then we'll go to taco bell" he said
"Ok so who's coming?" Price asked
You weren't sure if u wanted to go
U are trying to avoid ghost thinking that if he goes you stay and that if he stays you go
You were nervous and scared of him
"Me!" Said gaz
"Me twooo" soap said
"Y/n? Are you coming?" Price asked
"I'm not sure.." you said
"Why? You always come with us are you ok?" Gaz asked you
"I don't know i'll think about it you guys go check on ghost while i think" you said as an excuse
"ok i'll go see him" said soap
U we're relieved u went to ur room waiting for soap to come and ask for your final decision
Your final decision was that if he goes u stay and that if he stays you go
a few minutes later you heard a knock on your door
"C- who is it?" You asked
"It's me soap" soap said
"Come in" you said
He got inside and asked you
"So are you coming?.."
"Uh-uhm is ghost going with you guys?" You asked him
"Don't worry your crush is gonna come with us" soap said
"It's not like that" you said
"Theres not much space so i won't come" you lied
"What do you mean? Price is driving ghost next to him and us in the back?" Soap asked
"I know but i don't wanna get squeezed by you and gaz" you said
"are you ok y/n? You usually don't mind?" Soap asked
"Yes im just feeling a little tired I trained hard earlier so you guys just go and get me anything please soap?" You said
"You just said theres no space tho?" Soap said
"Omg dude i just don't wanna go" you said annoyed
Soap laughed and said "ok then i'll just get u whatever i get for myself?"
"Yes please thank you" you said
"No problem" he said and left
You waited in ur room a little but then got out to go watch something
U turned on the TV and started watching ur favorite show while waiting for them

                                                                           Ghosts pov:
  I was laying on my bed when I heard a knock
I hope its y/n
"Who is it?" I asked
"It's soap"
"Come in" i said as i got up
"Hey L.T were going to get lunch wanna come?" Soap asked
I thought for a bit and realized y/n always went with them so im gonna go with them hopefully i get the chance to apologize to her but i want us to be alone
"Im coming" i said
"coooool i'll go see if y/n wants to go" soap said
After he went out i watched him head to y/ns room i waited for him to enter her room and got out i reached her room and attached my ear to her door
"Uh-uhm is ghost going with you guys? I heard y/n say
"Don't worry your crush is gonna come with us" soap said to her am i her crush? No wayyyyy
"It's not like that" y/n replied   Damn it
"Theres not much space so i won't come" y/n said   God i think shes scared
"What do you mean? Price is driving ghost is next to him and us in the back?" Soap said it's true tho
"I know but i don't wanna get squeezed by you and gaz" y/n said
"Are you ok y/n you usually don't mind?" Soap said wow he really knows how to talk to her i wish i i knew half of his methods i want his skills
"Yes im just a little tired i trained hard earlier so you guys just go and get me anything please soap?" Y/n said it's clear she lying she just said she didn't wanna get squeezed
"You just said theres no space tho?" Soap said
"Omg dude i just don't wanna go" y/n said with an annoyed look
Soap laughed and said " ok then i'll just get you whatever i get for myself?"
"Yes please thank you" y/n said uh-oh i need to move now
The living room was right infront of y/ns room so i quickly entered there i saw soap leave
Y/ns room i looked at him and said "soap i change my mind im staying here" I decided to stay here that will mean only me and y/n will be here it's my chance to apologize
"Oh why?" Soap asked
"Im just tired get me anything with you" i said to him and went to my room not letting him respond
"Ok then..." i heard soap
I got in my room and stayed in there
After some time i heard some noise in the living room
I assumed it was y/n because she the only one here I decided to go to her now
Jeez wish me luck...

                                                                             Your pov:
I was peacefully watching the movie im watching beauty and the beast (lol)
I froze when i felt someone lean on the couch from behind who on earth?
I turned around and saw ghost his face was so close you back a little
"Ghost!? what are you doing I thought you went with the guys?" You said.
"I changed my mind" ghost said
You didn't know what to say or do now ur so scared ur life could crash if hes angry
"oh uh-" you were cutt off
"Y/n are you avoiding me?" Ghost asked as he came and sat next to goodness he was soooo close ur knees and thighs were touching together butterflies flew everywhere in my body
"Uh no?" You said
"Are you sure? Are you ok?" Ghost asked you felt a little less scared
"Yes im fine" you said
"Are you scared of me? You know I wouldn't hurt you right?..." he sighed
what is he saying?
"Im really sorry y/n i didn't mean to make u uncomfortable i just wanted a little warmth... don't be scared of me i would Never hurt you i hope u won't look at me in a bad way im sorry" he said you are so counfused  right now
"Ghost what are you talking about?" You asked him
"What do you mean?" Ghost said
"What are you apologizing for?" You asked him
"About last night y/n i made you sleep on my shoulder" ghost said
"Wha- but I thought i was the one who slept on you..?" You said
"No i picked up your head and put it on my shoulder..im sorry" he said
"Ohhhh thank goodness" you said
"I thought i was the one who slept on ur shoulder i got scared of you cause i knew you didn't like being touched so I thought if you found out  i slept on ur shoulder you were gonna take it in a bad way,look at me in a bad way and absolutely Hate my guts i was planning on apologizing but i wasn't ready...and i guess neither of us are in the wrong" you said
"Hmm so thats why you wouldn't talk to me at all? U thought i hated you and felt uncomfortable.." he said
"Exactly" you said
"So you aren't scared of me?" Ghost asked
"No.. im not"
"And you are comfortable around me right?" He asked again
"Yes more than before knowing now that you do sometimes want some affection and warmth not just stone cold and i loved the small gesture it was very sweet of you, you also have a very comfortable shoulder i didn't move once" you said to him reassuring him and it's also the truth
"Alright cool.. don't let the others know about this tho" ghost said
You smirked "i'll think about it" you said
"Oi shut up" ghost said rolling his eyes
You laughed a little
"What movie is this?" He asked
"Beauty and the beast" you said
"Oh I've heard of it" he said
"Mhmm.." you said
The boys still aren't back and you guys were just waiting for them to come back while watching the movie you guys are also still very close to each other
You were invested in the movie and felt some thing heavy on ur shoulder you looked to see..
and it was simon resting his head on ur shoulders
He noticed you look at him and said
He got up "Is this ok?" He asked
"Mhmm don't move" you said and shoved his head back on your shoulder and smiled as u rested your head on his
(WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
Omgggg...... i've never felt so happy I couldn't focus on the movie
You felt like butterflies and small love hearts were surrounding you two right now (lmao)
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That was part (4) hope you enjoyed it :)
And sorry for not posting these two days i was busy with mid year exams
But today i finally finished 🥳🥳