A Smile From the Villain [BL]

ASV Chapter 81

Translator: Chrysanthemum Bud

Qin Kaiyi felt like he was going crazy.

Since that day, his mental state had become quite poor. Although that voice that sounded in his mind that day did not reappear, Qin Kaiyi could hardly forget those poisonous words.

Kill Shen Feixiao, kill him... then you can go back.

What on earth should he do? The unsolvable problem before him sunk Qin Kaiyi's mind into dangerous conditions.

"Shixiong, won't you eat more?" Looking at the mostly untouched food on the table, Shen Feixiao's brow finally wrinkled: "You already haven't eaten for a few days."

"En." Qin Kaiyi absent-mindedly responded, seeming to have not heard what Shen Feixiao said.

"...Is your body uncomfortable?" It had been two months since the day when the Gu was given. Shen Feixiao saw that Qin Kaiyi gradually became more and more haggard, and he felt as if he didn't know where to start.

"En, have a bit of a headache." Qin Kaiyi glanced at Shen Feixiao without expression, and then stopped talking.

"..." Shen Feixiao didn't know how to comfort Qin Kaiyi, because he clearly understood what problem troubled Qin Kaiyi. After a moment of silence, he said, "Drink some porridge. Not eating like this, your body will collapse."

Qin Kaiyi ignored Shen Feixiao. He felt as if his head was like a pot of boiled water. Aside from leaving this world, he didn't have any other thoughts.

Seeing Qin Kaiyi ignoring him, Shen Feixiao didn't force the issue. He looked at Qin Kaiyi becoming more thin and pallid by the day, and his heart was not shaken at all–how would it be? The person whose heart softened first would be consigned to eternal damnation.

Laying on the bed, Qin Kaiyi stared at Shen Feixiao for a long time, so long that he saw a strange illusion and blurted out: "Shen Feixiao, do you love me very much?"

"..." Shen Feixiao stilled upon hearing this, seemingly not expecting Qin Kaiyi to ask this question. He paused for two seconds and answered Qin Kaiyi's question: "Shixiong hopes that I love you?"

"If you really love me, kill me." Qin Kaiyi's entire person was foolish; he didn't realize that he was saying such universally shocking words: "Shen Feixiao, if you really love me... Just kill me."

When Shen Feixiao heard this sentence, his expression immediately twisted. The hand he hung at his side curled into a tight fist, and his lips pursed into a line. That appearance made it seem as if he wanted to fiercely beat Qin Kaiyi up.

But in the end he refrained and exhaled a little. Shen Feixiao smiled almost helplessly: "Shixiong, if it must be like this... I would rather not love you."

"Oh." After getting Shen Feixiao's answer, Qin Kaiyi stopped talking. He buried his head in his blankets and did not want to talk to Shen Feixiao again.

Qin Kaiyi's childish behavior and language made Shen Feixiao's eyes dim. He had put the Rain-Soaked Bell on Qin Kaiyi's wrist. It stood to reason that no outside influences could affect Qin Kaiyi's thoughts...

But what was this current situation?

Of course, Shen Feixiao could never know... that there was also a mental illness in this world called depression.

It was reasonable to say that Qin Kaiyi's incoherent, abrupt, brainless, and incomparably strange temper made it unlikely for him to have such a sophisticated illness, but unfortunately after he was done by Shen Feixiao and shut in a room... meeting with such circumstances, anyone with human feelings would end up in a terrible state.