I'm fine until I...
Feel bad for existing and feel like nobody would notice if i went missing,
I know they would care if I died but for how long?
Everyone would get over my loss so fast.
I wouldn't give it more than a week till they forget I even existed so I have no reason to be here anymore.
I'm so tired of waking up and doing the same thing everyday,
I just want to vanish.
Most of the time my mind is so bundled up with thoughts I don't even understand;
That I can't even think like a normal person.
Ive become so stupid and im so done not understanding simple things that I know I should.
I just wanted to disappear.
I just want to die.

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TRIGGER WARNING
RandomTHIS WILL HAVE A BUNCH OF MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR EVERY CHAPTER Most of them will be about sh and ed but it also involves mental health.