I'm fine until I... (121 words)

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I'm fine until I...

Feel bad for existing and feel like nobody would notice if i went missing,

I know they would care if I died but for how long?

Everyone would get over my loss so fast.

I wouldn't give it more than a week till they forget I even existed so I have no reason to be here anymore.

I'm so tired of waking up and doing the same thing everyday,

I just want to vanish.

Most of the time my mind is so bundled up with thoughts I don't even understand;

That I can't even think like a normal person.

Ive become so stupid and im so done not understanding simple things that I know I should.

I just wanted to disappear.

I just want to die. 

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