So Far ••• Matty Healy ••• {SlowUpdatesBcoz...School}

"You're So Cool"

before you begin I would just like to tell you there will be drug use in this story and others bcozzzz what's a MH Fanfic if there's no drugs I'm I right I'm I right? I'm right, also sorry if I'm not too detailed on description and stuff cause it's quite hard to explain what you're feeling while using drugs everyone reacts to it in different ways so I'm gonna just describe how I've felt or whatever so peace enjoy and also there will be somewhat sex ... that's about it

oh and kids... don't do drugs or whatever man

// F I V E \\

"The people here are so posh" I whispered to Matty "I don't even know half of these meals"

"Are you hungry?" Matty asked "like really hungry?" I shook my head "okay good cause these meals are the smallest thing in the world" he laughed "Order number three" he pointed

"would I like it?" I asked him

"It's the closest to fast food?" he asked and I smiled "that's what I'm getting too" i know it's awful but I feel like I would much rather spend time with him than Nate, with Nate it's like future talk, government, making sure I eat and drink right bla bla. After we ordered, we walked towards our seats "Agnes-"

"Agnes?" I heard Nate say behind me, I turned around as Matty excused himself to our seats "What are you doing here? You hate these shows-"

"And how would you know? You've never asked me" I told him "But you're right I don't, Matty surprised me so if you don't mind I'm going to my seats-" I turned to his mother who was staring at me with huge eyes, I smiled "Hello again"

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"Please tell me I'm not the only one willing to shoot every model here in hopes that it will make it more fun" Matty whispered I giggled and shook my head "Good" before any of us could say anything a model lost her balance countless of times before falling face flat on the ground, Matty let out a small laugh "There we go" he said then laughed again

"Oh shit" I laughed as she slowly stood up and acted like nothing happened, I looked around the room, some people were giggling, some weren't, Nate was a few seats away looking straight at us

"Hey" Matty leaned closer to me "What do you say we get out of here?"

I looked back at Nate then turned to Matty "Hell yes" he grabbed my hand as we quickly walked out, we ran out the back doors as he took me to a whiteish van "Is this van yours?" I asked and he nodded as we got inside I put the radio on

"Alright let's go meet the boys" he said.
We drove for about 10 mins "Is that Nate?" he asked as my phone rang for the 5th time

"Yes he won't shut up" I turned my phone off and put it on top of Matty's jacket, we stopped outside a skate park where music was blasting and a few people were skating and doing a bunch of tricks, George, Ross and Adam were sitting there laughing as Ross fell down the ramp "Do you guys hang out here?" I asked

Matty opened the door for me then we walked closer to the guys "Yeah, hey"

"Hey how was the show?" Ross asked

"Hilarious" both Matty and I said together "Agnes do you mind helping me getting a few things outta the van?" I nodded then we walked back, he opened the back of the van where a whole lot of boxes and paper bags

"What's all this?" I asked, he motioned for me to open it, I pulled a box closer to me and opened it "woah" I whispered opening other stuff, there was huge amounts of weed, laughing gas, pills, powders, bottles and so much more stuff I probably didn't even know what they were "Matty" I turned to him

His smile soon fell "You hate drugs, oh my god I'm sorry I sh-"

"No" I laughed "This is awesome!" I told him as I picked up a bag with coloured pills "This must've cost hundreds"

"Nah money's not an issue" he smiled "You have the pick, what would you like?" he asked

I shrugged "I-I don't know, you pick whatever is the best?" I asked, he picked up 2 bottles of whisky, a small green bag and a little plastic with white powder "Is that.."

"Unless you don't wanna try it it's cool" he said getting ready to put it away, I held his arm and just smiled. We got back to the boys and sat down, Ross took out a few shot glasses and handed it two us...
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6 shots and two joints later I could defiantly say I'm messed up, Matty picked up a skateboard and turned it upside down, he opened the plastic bag and poured out the white powder, he searched his pockets, I took out my credit card and fixed as many lines as I could, Matty smiled then leaned down slowly inhaling, Ross, Adam and George done so leaving me as last, I sighed as the other three boys went back to their conversation "You don't have to" Matty whispered to, I could smell the whisky, weed and cigarette as he spoke "I don't wanna pressure you in anything" he placed his forehead on mine "Don't worry love"

"It's okay" I smiled, I slowly got down inhaling the powder, I could feel my blood rushing through my body, my head getting dizzier, my eyes loosing slight focus but it didn't stop me, beside all that I've never felt more alive

"Want more?" Matty asked, I nodded as he smiled, we done another line then stood up "Let's dance love" we slid down the ramp and danced along to the song playing, I felt his arm wrap around my waist as our hips swayed in sync, I drunkly turned to face him, he placed his forehead against mine and played with my hair "I really wanna kiss you" Matty whispered, I smiled as he kissed my cheek slowly making his way to my neck, I felt paralysed as he left wet kisses on my neck. He found his way back to my cheek, Matty took a last sip of his drink then without hesitation kissed me, I felt his tongue play around with mine and him smiling through the kiss, I bit his lip before he grabbed my legs and put them around his waist slowly walking towards his van. We got inside the back of his van as he rapidly removed his shirt, I untied my dress and carried on kissing him, Matty moved his hand up my dress as I moaned already feeling myself getting too into it

"Matty-" he interrupted me by biting my lip, I felt his cold hands slide inside my pants, he slowly started moving them around almost, drawing shapes, I let out a small moan only to make him speed it up "Ah Matty" I moaned again

"Yes love" he smirked as he increased his speed, his fingers didn't feel cold anymore as I loudly moaned grabbing onto his arms, I felt myself get tired "You're so sexy" he whispered as he removed his hand out.

"You're so cool" I laughed.