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"Stay Stay"

// Part Nine \\

"Agnes!" Nate called me "Agnes where you going?" I quickly turned around and told him I was going outside to get some air. I walked outside and was welcomed by the cold Autumn breeze, it was slightly dark outside, not too packed but this area in London doesn't really gain many people around unless there's a street party. I walked to the convenience shop just around to corner to buy gum, I always bit my lip a lot when I'm stressed so I thought it would be a good idea to buy gum in hope to relief the stress, but instead I ended up buying a 10 pack cigarettes, although I wasn't the type to smoke I decided on something different. After I left I placed the cigarette in between my lips and lit it with a 50 pence lighter I bought, after a long inhale I quickly blew it out. I didn't understand why I was stressed, I mean I did drunkly sleep with someone who I was hoping was starting to become a somewhat best friend, or at least a friend since I didn't have any of those except for Nate but he's my boyfriend... Another thing to be stressed about, I had a boyfriend, I mean yeah sure Nate and I were in some sort of break but I had no right to sleep with someone straight away but in the other hand I was completely out of it and also, Matty, I saw Matty the day Kylie and I went out, how had I not remembered, does he not remember me?- My thoughts were soon interrupted by a grassy voice behind me

"I think I may have been a bad influence on you-" I turned around and saw Matty standing there holding a glass filled with, what looked like wine, smiling at me yet still not himself, I smiled at him and handed him my pack, he took one out and lit it soon taking a long drag then releasing into thin air "So what happened? Why did you walk out?" he asked

I snapped out of my trance of staring at the smoke dancing around "I needed some air" I told him "Look, about what happened-"

"Don't you mind that, I won't say a word to your boyfriend love" he said

"I know but can we at least talk about it-" I asked, his hurtful smile soon turned into a frown as the door behind him opened, I took a long drag then put the cigarette out

"Hey Agnes you ready to go?" Nate asked holding my jacket

"Uh-" I looked at Matty who was staring at me with glistening eyes, he looked exhausted like he hasn't slept all week "You- You go ahead I'll catch a bus"

"I don't like you getting bus Agnes come on" Nate insisted

"Nate it's cool I'll get a ride with Matty then ok? Just go it's fine" after hesitating he finally nodded and kissed me, harder than I expected, I guess he was just trying to remind Matty that I'm HIS girlfriend, after he left Matty finished off his drink and threw the glass away, I was amazed at how fast he drank that, it was completely full and it didn't seem like that was his first one which wouldn't surprise me if he was drunk right now "Matty you looked awful" I laughed

"Come" he took my hand and led me inside, he asked the bar tender for 2 glasses of red wine, I only drank wine when I wanted to get completely drunk, I wasn't up for that right now so I decided on only one glass.
We went back to the boys who were sitting on a round table talking to each other, as soon as we sat down they all smiled and I congratulated them. We spoke for a good hour or two even when I noticed Matty getting a little too drunk.

"I think we should take Matty to the van and lock him there I don't feel like going home yet" George laughed

"He'll break the van" Adam told George, Ross was telling me about Matty always drinking or smoking too much and George always being the one that has to look after him but George looked like he was enjoying the music too much I don't think he wanted to take him home yet

"Do you want me to? I'm pretty tired so" I offered, they all said it was ok that I shouldn't have to deal with a drunk Matty because it's harder than looking after 50 crying babies at once "It's fine trust me I had to look after my drunk mother for a good 7 years of my life I think I'm good" I laughed. I went up to Matty and told him we should go home, he randomly cheered and threw his coat on then held onto my hand, I took his arm and put it around me making sure he wouldn't fall, George gave me the address and money and I called for a cab. After a few struggles we managed to get Matty in and then arrived at his house 15 mins later.

I payed the taxi driver then walked to his front door, it was a white house with black door, kind of like mine but his was more of a grey colour. He opened the door and ran inside, I quickly followed him, his house was huge, I wondered if he lived on his own and how the hell he could afford such a big house, but then again i didn't know so much about him same as he didn't know much about me. I went up to Matty who was lying on the sofa "Ikindahungry" he blurbed through his words

"You need to take a shower to sober up Matt" I told him as I helped him up

"Matty" he mumbled into my neck, I lightly pushed him off and asked him where the bathroom was. We walked upstairs until we reached it, I turned on the water until it was a suitable temperature, as I turned around Matty was already undressed except he had his boxers still on, he started drunkly removing them as if I wasn't even there "I can'tgetthemoff" he groaned loudly "agneshelpme"

"No Matty you can do it your-" I was interrupted by his loud groan and moans "Matty no-" he kept begging loudly "FINE" I put his arm on my shoulder and started pulling his boxers down but kept my eye contact to the wall behind him. After he was completely naked he jumped in the shower, I walked to his kitchen and searched for something to make him, I found nothing but soup so I quickly starting making chicken soup.

"Hey" he said behind me as soon as I finished making it "Whatcha doing" he jumped on the counter "You look hot"

"What? I'm making you soup" I told him "Where's the bowl?" he walked up to me literally cornering me, i awkwardly stood there not knowing what to say, it was almost like he was gonna kiss me but instead he lifted his arm up and grabbed a bowl.

After he ate we walked to his bedroom and I put him under the covers then said good night "Wha- Where you going?" he asked "Staaaaaaaay" he whined like a baby

"No Matty I need to go home-"

"STAY" he yelled with a baby voice "Pleaaaaaaase"

"Sorry Matty, goodnight" I closed his door and started walking to his front door, I heard him run barefoot behind me "Matty go to bed"

"I don't want you to go" I told him I had to and he moaned "I'm coming with you then" he said "Let's go"

"No Matty please I'm begging you to stay" I told him "Stay!!" he started grabbing his car keys "Matty no!"

"No!" he told me

"I'm begging you! Stay and go to sleep" I told him, after a pointless argument I told him I'd stay, he went to his room and I sat at the end of his bed while he laid down, I heard him sing random words but his voice soon faded away as he drifted off to sleep.

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hey sorry it took so long please don't stop reading I'm trying to hard to update these as much as possible I'm on my last year of high school so I'm focusing a lot on it which means slow updates :(
I was gonna update tomorrow but someone commented and to say thank you for commenting and voting here's a boring chapter, please keep voting and commenting it makes me happiiiiiii xx