Surrender || A brotherhood

Ch.10 A therapy session

3rd POV

Grace Adam said

I don't want to talk to you Grace said

We need to talk though Adam said

But I can't without wanting punch you Grace said

Adam sat down with his legs dangling from the Cat walk

You forgot my career day that your promise you would come too Grace said angrily

I know I was on a call Adam said

That doesn't make it right when you promise there saying out there A child doesn't remember all the time you show up but the one time you do they remember Grace said

I didn't have choice Adam said

Are you serious to be parent is begin active in your child life Grace said yelling

I understand Adam said

Did you have ever had parent didn't show you feel like fool Grace asked me

In fact I did Adam said

What do you mean? Grace asked

We have more things in common then you think Adam said

We do Grace said

Yep you were a case surrender and I was too as well Adam said

Grace turned her body to Adam

I was surrender when I was month old by my parents Adam said

How come? Grace asked

We never found out Adam said

What about me? Grace asked me

It was late at night and I heard ding but no was there you were there. I held in my arms and I knew I wanted adopt you Adam said

Oh dad I'm sorry Grace cried

Grace laid her tired head on her father lap as Adam rub his daughter back to soothe her cried

Adam POV
After some snuggling with Grace I let her have moment of peace and I went talk to Amber

How was your talk with Grace? Amber said

We forgave each other I said

Did you let her share her feeling? Amber asked me

She said she was mad at me multiple times but not really I said

She told she hated you and your job Amber said

It teenagers rage I said

Adam I've teen who hated there parents but just by then talking in more safer environment they for more of the pain off there chest Amber said

Grace POV
I walked into the kitchen to get thing of frosting

Okay what on your mind? Uncle Hunter asked me

I'm just sad I said

Grace Dad said

Yes I said

Will down with me Dad said

Can I take my frosting I asked

Sure Dad said

He took me to captain room there was nice women

Meet Amber Dad said

Hi I said

Dad close the door

What this? I asked

It prompted therapy session Dad said

I see brought frosting Amber said

Yeah I said

Grace I wanna let you know this place is safe nothing we discuss will leave these walls will only between us Amber said

I nodded

Tell me about your hobby your favorite band and artist ? Amber asked me

Like to worry and draw. My favorite band is Twenty one pilots.  My favorite artist is Kelly Clarkson I said

Did you know that? Amber asked me

No Dad said

How often do you talk? Amber asked me

Often Dad said

Where does the often come from not at all when your on calls I said

There we hit mail right place. You need to open up you need let your dad in. Tell me how you feel when he one a call? Amber asked me

I'm scared I hate it I said

And why? Amber asked me

I'm afraid you'll never come back I said

This started because? Amber asked me

After one of the firefighters died I said

How did make you feel? Amber asked me

Horrible because these aren't stranger there family to me they are my world and if they died I don't what I would do I said

You don't have family but these people more so a brotherhood Amber said

The honest truth is that I don't wanna lose you I said stood up looking out the window

We're you serious about  jumping off the bridge Amber asked me

I was more then ready I said

But your guys were the the one who get out of sticky situation Amber said

I sure do they makes me laugh and feel safe the only thing is hate when he goes out to fire because my fear he won't come back. We have buried three firefighters this year alone I don't know how much more heart ache I can take because they are like family to me I said

So I want to do weekly therapy with me Amber said

I think good idea Dad said

Me too I said half smiled

I also want an feeling check in every day have about an hour set to set in the room and just rant about the day it good bad the ugly even the news can count Amber said

Okay I said

She pulled notebook out

I want to write your feelings anytime you feel stress anxiety or suicidal you wrote it down then we will discuss Amber said

Okay I said

And remember if you feel you want hurt yourself come find me or any of your other Uncle or aunt Dad said

I promise I said

I hugged him tightly