Surrender || A brotherhood

Ch.17 A hard pill to swallow

I'm sorry dad I said

It not your fault Dad said

We walked to the roof with the team

What did Chief say? Joshua asked

He told him pretty it me or the station which this is my family since day one I said

That messed up Joshua said

It what gonna happen I said

Your father made us promise we would protect you from anything Joshua said

Hey it okay I've learned it adapt I said

Does he not know that the reason she comes on the calls with us is so she doesn't have anxiety panic attack Evans said

He doesn't care he never will understand I've had mental breakdown he told to shove my face into my pillow Justin said walking towards me

I remember the night your dad died you couldn't sleep Evans said

How we denied him access to the fire Jones said

It okay but I just done understand the Captain when my father was given up I said

Let's get to bed Daniel said

Dad I'm sorry I said

Go to bed last night at the station kiddo Daniel said

I sat in my room and I looked through my stuff everything that happen was here. I can't up and leave the station I took my first steps here

Flashback POV
Grace has been crawling and standing on her own

Come on Grace Evans said

Shouldn't we wait for Adam Everett said

Grace come on walk to dada Adam said

One step two step three step four step

Good job Adam said praising his baby girl for walking
End flashback

I smiled at the photos on the wall

Hey Michael said

Hi I said looking up

Why you still up Micheal said

Last night at the station cleaning my stuff I said

You want ice cream Micheal asked

Don't I do I said

We got two spoon and Cookie dough ice cream my favorite

Really only two Bella said

Come on guys I said

We all sat around the table eating ice cream sharing stories

I remember when Jonathan tried bring a monkey for my birthday party on how badly that ended I said

What ever happen to the monkey who was tied Joshua asked

We tired into zoo named him Bobo and the look on captain Thompson face was priceless I said

But you were baby? Jones asked

Well he tried breaking it out then end in jail I said

Alright leave the Bobo banter to me Jonathan said entering the room

Why aren't you guys asleep Captain Copper asked us laughing

It my last night at the station I said

Truthfully yes Captain Copper said

You what ice cream Captain? Jones asked

I'll pass Captain Copper said

Oh come on Dad I said puppy dog eyes

Fine Dad said

I wanna say thank you for everything I said

Of course Adam wouldn't want to abandoned you Evans said

I smiled and then Justin walked into the dining room

Justin I said

Can we talk? Justin asked

Yeah I said

We walked to my room

What going on? I asked

My doesn't want me to see you anymore Justin said

Not only he destroying my life he also taking the only person who truly understands what like to be a kid of firefighter I said

I'm sorry Justin said

We date secretly I said

For now let's take a break Justin said

He left the room

The one who got away

I walked to the kitchen and I took thing of ice cream and ate it

Hey Joshua said

Everyone leave please Dad said

I sat down tears streaming down my face

Why you so upset? Dad asked

I guess I get tell you this I was dating Justin the son of George I said

Omg Dad said

He told me we needed take a break I said

Oh honey Dad said

It whatever I said

I love you but I gotta finished the paperwork Dad said

Good night I said

I sat on the floor as images came to life

I needed knock my feeling off and I walked to the my dads office which he was asleep in the Captain bedroom

I didn't know what I was looking for but I needed something the truth

I kept searching and I found folder with my name on it

Watch ya doing? Evans said

Shhhhh I said

What are you doing in Captain office? Evans asked

I found it I said

I looked at it found my birth certificate and then something else

Sarah Zander
Age 22
Dropped baby off at fire station

Gave parental custody of Adam Joseph Wesley

Grace Mary Wesley

Police report
Found women on the ground unconscious with blood in the vagina area possible raped

Then I found the positive pregnancy test

Birth certificate
Born no name
Date
To
Sarah Zander

Then I found the will

I was a product of rape I said

I couldn't sleep after finding the news I couldn't sleep I sat on the steps all night crying

Micheal carried me to my bed to sleep from crying the rest of the night