Everything Has To End

11 QUIET

SAICEY DE JULES POV

I don't know what's happening to me. I should let her na umalis.

Di ko alam kung anong nangyayari sa akin, pero nung umalis sya?? Leaving me here?? Di ko alam gagawin ko. Lalo na nung sinabi nyang pupunta sya sa bar?! Or to her friends house. Di ko alam pero naiirita ako, nung pupunta sya dun instead na pilitin ako.

I don't know why?! Pero I stopped her. At ito kami ngayon. nakaupo ako sa tabi nya, nakatanday sa kanya, habang nakapulupot yung kamay nya sa likod ko, at yung isa nyang kamay nasa hita ko.

She asked me na subuan sya, and I don't know bakit di ako makatanggi sa lahat ng gusto nya. I even kiss her, because she asked me to do.

I don't know whats happening to me.

This is wrong!!

I know na Mali to!!

Pero bakit I like the feeling na andito sya sa tabi ko.

I gasped when I felt her hand na umangat from my thigh to my waist malapit sa butt ko.

She lean on me, softly tucked the loose strands of my hair, behind my ear.

"saicey, Sobrang ganda mo, you know that??" - she said

I didn't answer, walang lumalabas sa bibig ko.

I felt my body stiffen.

"Siguro sobrang paniniwala mo kay god, kaya Sobrang lucky mo. Your beautiful, sexy, kind, yes masungit ka but I love it. Your almost perfect baby girl" - she sweetly said

I looked at her. She's beautiful I can say, lalo na malapit sya sa akin.

"but I think mamalasin ka saicey" - she suddenly said

I furrowed my eyebrow, what she meant by that.

"mamalasin??" - i confusingly asked

She smiled, and lean on me pecked my lips.

"because I'm a lesbian and I want you saicey. guguluhin ko yung mundo mo baby girl" - she straight said

I know!!

Umpisa palang, I know lahat magugulo, simula palang ng pumasok sya sa buhay ko.

And now!! I'm suffering from the consequences of cheating to my boyfriend, and sa pag patol ko sa kanya.

But bakit di ako maka escape from her?!

Gusto kong tumanggi!! Gusto kong umalis, gusto kong ihinto yung sa amin!!

Pero hindi kaya ng damdamim ko!!

It's like shes my oxygen?? Is that possible?! 

Na I felt suffocating pag nasa iba yung attention nya! Like this morning nung kasama nya si ma'am Jamaica! Nairita din ako nung na realised ko na I'm nothing compared to her girlfriend.

"your mind was somewhere baby girl. Iniisip mo ba kung what do I meant by guguluhin ko yung mundo mo??" - she sweetly asked

Napatingin ako sa kanya, waiting for her to continue.

"mag sosorry na ako ng maaga baby girl, kasi tingin ko di ko hahayaang mawala ka sa paningin ko, I want you all by myself saicey. Babalaan na kita baby girl I'm a Possessive type, so ito" - she sternly said

My eyes got widen nung naramdaman kong kinapa nya yung pag kababae ko, lumapit sya sa akin, at she plant a soft kiss on my breast.

"a-Ayden" - i called her name, signing her to stop.