CHAPTER 5 : THOUGHTS

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Nischay's POV

Nischay was sitting on his bed , while he takes out this pendant from his pocket which he found on the floor.

Yes ! It was Kiara's pendant !
The same pendant she was looking for !

Nischay talking to himself ( in mind)

" Yeh kya kar raha hai tu Nischay ?
Tujhe usse mile hue ek din bhi nahi hua hai aur tu usse aise pagalon ki tarah dekhe jaa raha tha , uski woh smile , woh ek smile jisse dekh ke aisa laga hi sab ekdum se accha hogaya ho , kuch toh alag hai usmai , uski woh aankhein jaise pata nahi kitne kissey chupe hue hon ,kitne emotions chupe hon....But aaj jab uski friend usse mera fan bolne waali thi toh usne usse aise kyu dekha jaise woh nahi chahti ho ki woh yeh baat mere saamne bole ?
Iski kya hi wajah hogi ? Shayad woh sach main meri fan nahi hi hogi waise bhi duniya main sabko mera kaam pasand aaye zaroori toh nahi hai But usse agar aata toh mujhe accha lagata....oh god Nischay tu pagal ho gaya tabse iss pendant ko dekh ke khudse hi baatein kare jaa raha hai ! "

Nischay stops thinking about her and put the pendant into his drawer and then starts editing his new video .

Nischay hears someone knocking on his door .

He opens the door and it was Kiara .

Nischay smiles at her and she also smiles back at him .

Kiara
" I hope maine tumhe disturb nahi kia "

Nischay
" Arre nahi nahi bas editing kar raha tha kal video upload karni haina "

Kiara
" Oh okay "

Kiara while sitting on the sofa near his bed . Nischay continued editing his video .

Kiara explained the whole schedule while Nischay was editing his video .

Kiara
" So yes this is the whole schedule "

Nischay
"Hmm"

Kiara ( She could see it's not just editing he's thinking something which is bothering him clearly )
Nischay?

Nischay
"Hmm "

Kiara
" Is everything alright? Like tum thode tensed lag rahe ho "

Nischay
" Umm haan actually nahi ek cheez puchni thi agar tum honestly answer Karo toh "

Kiara
" Haan pucho "

Nischay
" See Kiara mujhe koi problem nahi hoti hai agar kisi ko meri videos ya kuch nahi bhi pasand aaye toh but ek cheez mujhe samajh nhi aa rahi...."

Kiara
" Ek second I think I know tum kya kehna chahte ho....You're talking about Annie wright ? I mean whatever Annie said ! That sudden change of her words "

Nischay
" Actually Yes ! Matlab mujhe bas ek cheez samajh nahi aayi tumhe meri videos pasand nahi hai it's fine but agar Aisa hai toh why did Annie tumhe meri fan like mujhe samajh nahi aaya woh sudden change of words "

Kiara
" Ahh Nischay tum bohot sochte ho but anyways abhi ke liye bas itna bata sakti hu it's nothing like that ki mujhe tumhri videos ya kuch pasand nahi hai infact They're my most favourite place of comfort , But it's just.... Please don't be offended but I don't like to call myself your fan I mean ofcourse I'm a fan of your work But....Urgh It's just too complicated to explain, you don't have to get into that ! so abhi ke liye bas itna samajh lo ki I like your work but the tag "fan" is not something I want Also Another reason was I'm a professional and I don't like my personal stuff entering my professional space and we were strictly told that we all can't behave unprofessionally with you guys so yup ! "

Nischay ( with a confused face )
" Umm okay , mujhe aadhi baat toh samajh nahi aayi but.... anyways leave it !
Kal milte hai ! "
( With a half smile he leaves kiara at the door )

Kiara
" Yup Bye "

Nischay's POV

Nischay sat on his bed thinking
" Okay yeh kya tha ? Matlab first time itna unique answer Mila hai mujhe....Damn I'm confused Af !!
What is this girl !? Why do I feel that she's hiding something....Aisa lagta hai she wanted to say something else aur bolke kuch aur chali gayi....huh ! Kiara You're a pretty difficult human to crack but for the very first time mujhe lag raha hai that I want to talk to someone , I want to spend my time , I want to get to know , what do you feel , what are your thoughts....Ahh Nischay control !! You guys share a professional bond that's it , tujhe uske naam ke alawa waise bhi pata hi kya hai ? What if she has someone in her life ? No.... NO NO NO ! But Why do I care !? Argh Nischay shaant ! Chup chaap so ja bohot ho gaya tera ! "

Nischay went to sleep

Meanwhile

Kiara's POV

She came inside her room . Sat on the bed .

" Ahh mumma yeh kya ho Raha hai aur kyuuuu ? Pehle subah subah mera pendant kho Gaya abb yeh Annie ke chakkar main mujhe aise Nischay ko face karna pada....I can't I can't....Mumma aap hi batao main kya karu Ek toh pehle hi Pura din Nischay ke saath rehna , ek ajeeb sa hi sukoon milta hai uske saath....jab bhi woh mujhse baat karta hai , jab bhi meri taraf dekhta hai lagta hai sab ruk gaya hai aur sirf woh aur main hai uss moment main....Argh yeh feelings yeh emotions nahi NAHI NAHI NAHI I don't want them , It's impossible....Hum professionals ki tarah mile hai and I have to stick to that but that guy....Ohh Nischay kyu ? Agar tum mujhse aise hi sawaal puchte rahe toh main shayad apne aap ko nahi rok paungi aur sab bol dungi jo bilkul accha nahi hoga ! Naa tumhare liye na mere liye kyunki I don't know tum mere baare main kya sochte ho aur main , mujhe khud nahi pata yeh kya hai ek crush? Ek fangirling moment? Yes I accept it I was his fangirl I am his fangirl and I will be but then why is this feeling so strong, is that the feeling every fan has for their Idol or it is something else....To be honest I just don't know , All I know is what I feel for him is really really strong....And feelings just make me weak !! I don't want them !! Also it's just so weird if it's just a fan idol feeling because then I'm just really ruining the pureness of it ! Ugh I can't ! Nischay Malhan You have twisted my mind , I don't know how the hell I'll survive the whole week even after I know , acting so freaking professional in front of you for this one day was so difficult for me ! God please give me strength....Haash Kii just freaking sleep otherwise you're gonna blow out your brain "

Kiara went off to sleep

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