Dont know anymore (complete)

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I had worked a long tiring shift at the hospital and headed home.  I took a shower and was about to crash out but someone knocked on my door. 

I groaned and headed towards the door. I looked out and saw both Jax and Opie. 

I unlocked the door and opened it.

"Can we come in and talk please?" Opie asked

I nodded my head and stepped back letting them in. 

After they walked in I shut the door.

"what can I do for you two?" I asked taking a seat while they sat on the couch.

"tell us all that you heard Tara and Lyla say," Jax says

"you both are gonna make me cry again," I say

"We don't mean to," Opie says

I sat there trying to refrain from crying.

"they said they were gonna take a trip to an abortion clinic cause the babies are mistakes and they don't want them," I said before I started crying.

They both comforted me till Opie left.

"I'm so sorry Jax she's gonna kill your baby just cause she's a stupid piece of shit bitch that kills innocent babies that didn't ask for her as a mother," I say

"you're right. and I've should've noticed the signs," he says

" don't blame yourself Jax she played you and used you. you were hoping that things we'd be as it was back in high school with her." I say

"you're right," he says

I wiped my eyes and sniffled before I collected myself.

"I'm breaking up with her, putting you as Abel's mom and I'm gonna find me a woman to love me and my son greatly," he says before he walked out the door.

I sat there stunned by what he had said about listing me as Abel's mother. I mean I never asked him to do it.

but just the thought of being a mother finally even if I didn't have the baby makes me feel happy.