Mattheo Riddle Oneshots

Does Anyone Have Any Advice?

Hey everyone.

This update is deep and involves mental health issues, and these things are my personal life so please no hate and if you wanna skip this, you can. 

I also almost didn't post this because of how real it is and how true it is. 

But I wanna be truthful and real with you all so I posted it.

The past few days, my mental health and went down hill, kind of fast. 

For example, today it was my eating habits. 

In my mind, I ate to much today and now I think I should just stop eating all together. 

I know this isn't good but I hate how I look. 

I've been trying to change myself, better myself, and improve my mental health. 

Unfortunately, today that all came crashing down and now I'm kind of back to square one. 

Multiple times today I have told myself that I'm fat. 

I don't think this will change within the next few weeks but I'm gonna try. 

If any of you have advice or tips for me or to help me heal, I would really appreciate it. 

Now, I'm not fishing for compliments or sympathy. 

I just thought that I should give an explanation as to why I haven't been posting. 

Also I still have writers block but I am working on it. 

But I am human and I'm not perfect. 

I was gonna post some pictures that represent what I'm feeling right now but I didn't want them flagged or reported for being too real or harmful or something. 

If you wanna see them then comment that you do. 

But you don't have to. 

If I am annoying anyone with these kinds of updates, tell me, please, I don't wanna annoy anyone. 

Anyways, remember, that if any of you feel the same was me or even if you feel different, I'm here if you wanna talk. 

Thank you for listening to me. 

I will try and get a oneshot posted tonight or tomorrow. 

See you later, peoples.