It's 7:45pm time for haze's bedtime the girls got back from school not long ago and was excited to see us, I get harry to lay on the floor to change him ready for bed when my mum walks in and hands me a baby sleep suit, I thank her and get him change I pull the pull up to his knees and tap his thigh for him to lift his bum up which he dose so I can pull it all the way up I push his penis down and begging to put on the sleep suit. I pick him up and sit with him on my lap on the sofa he needs his feed and a dummy to fall asleep I give him his feed and a dummy to hold he soon falls asleep still sucking my nipple so I swap it with a dummy and carry him up to my room it will be the first time he's slept alone but it might be good for him I slowly close the door and head downstairs. My mum still sat on the sofa watching eastenders, I sit on the other sofa to watch it with her.
"So did he go down alright" she asks.
"Yeah I guess it's the first time he's slept on his own whilst in headspace so I'm not sure how long it will last" I say
"You'll never know he might sleep better" she says.
"Yeah. I just don't want him to get up in the middle of the night and wake you all up" i say
"Nonsense we don't care as long as h is okay" she says. I check my phone and see it's 9:15pm I better go to sleep I say good night to everyone and head to bed I have no clean clothes so I sleep in just my boxers. I get in bed and slowly drift off.
3:44am Harry starts crying, I slowly wake up expecting him to be next to me but then I remember he's in a cot. I get up and pick him up I slowly pat his bum hoping he'll go back down which he dose but only and hour later he cry's again i change him and give him a feed to get him to sleep which he dose until morning.
8:30am He's standing up in the cot so I go to pick him up I notice hes peed and pooed so I change him and take him downstairs to the kitchen where mum and Dan are sat eating breakfast.
"Morning Lou, oh and good morning h" Dan says. I pass haz to Dan and go to make a cup of tea and a bottle for haz. Dan tells me hes put up a high chair for haz and he's getting stair gates for the whole house aswell as a baby monitor. I thank him and tell him I'll repay him which he says he don't want my money. Today I need to go clothes shopping for me and harry so I ask Dan and mum if they want to come I call the same mall and ask them to shut down so me and h can come shopping again they agree and we decide to leave I take my car with mum in the front and Dan and h in the back we soon arrive and spend around an hour picking up clothes for h aswell as a few things for me. This is what we got
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The total was £375.80 but he needed all the clothes and he only had one pair of shoes with us at the moment after that we went to go get me some clothes and this is what I got
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Mine came up to £350.30 so not much more than his I also went a picked up some more stuff for h from the baby shop this is what I picked out
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This came to about £39.34 so not much. Mum and mark meet us at the car and we head home I take harry in for a nap and go back out to grab the shopping whistle he's still asleep I get everything out away and his new bottles and dummy's sterilised, I go get changed into new clothes it feels so good to be in fresh clean clothes I know h is happy so that makes me happy
