Ruang Hujan

Happy

once in a while there's a people trying to said i'm heavy but we just misheard it as i'm happy.

sometimes we think, why its really heavy? even though that we just hold it too tight.

maybe that's the time we had to let it loose.
but let it loose makes you feel bad, don't you?
like you lose something to holding on to.

something that you hold with everything you do, something that you keep with everything you have,

hold and keep it like its all is you.

and when we loose it then,
what do we have? what do we do? 
what do we carry?
what are we heading with?

can your head do carry something's heavy?
can your head have something to keep?
can your head keep something you hold?
can you heading something with all of that?

well like, think i'm happy now.

28.3.2023