Ruang Hujan

plan

i don't remember the feelings, but remember that i dreamt of you. with whites, and good make-up on an altar. smells jasmine.

i saw you. clearly. its you.

and i took it as a sign. a sign with plan.
without single person know but me.

i give you a hint of a new plans but all you took was mementoes. of my past life. makes you aren't ready for the plan, and choose to destroy it. for good.

i've heard that, "They destroy your plan, before your plan destroyed you"

i see it now.

no poems. no metaphors. just plain painful words.

11.3.2024