Her eyes

chapter 49

Sharlot pov

I am not scared of death but I am scared of losing the one I love,Everyone came to see me it has be wonderful but I want to go home.I miss my bed this bed is small and the bathroom is also small

Enzo went to work not because he wanted but because I said I am tried seeing his face,true is that I wanted some space to think "knock knock''I don't know who is it''come in''I said standing up to stretch my legs

''hi Sharlot"Lucy said holding flowers "wow I just dead like that I always thought it will be because of something stupid I said"I said looking at Lucy,she laughs

"Nice you see you too,how are you feeling"she said setting down the flowers"I am good but please tell me what brings you here I thought you hated me?"

"I don't hate you,I just hate that you are digging yourself a grave and you are too good for that"she said looking at me disappointed "may you please speak I can't read your mind''I said surprised about what she said

"You are young to be dating Enzo I don't want him I just can't bear the thought that you can lose your life because of him"she said sitting down staring at me

"You can have any guy you want but not him"now I am mad,is she trying to tell me who I can and cannot date,who does she think she is coming here to speak shit too me

I looked at her mad"I don't know what shit hole you came out off and I don't care,you can't come here and talk to me like you know me,we are not friend" I said sitting down

"I know I made you hate me but I love you,you remind me of my sister"she said smiling "oh so your sister is crazy?"I asked her rolling my eyes,she smiles

"No she is more than you,the way you are,you stand up for what you think is right"she said laugh "I still remember her face"she said looking sad "is she like you know like"I said doing a dead face

She laughs harder "no I just send she away"she said smiling "do you remember how happy I was to see you when you first came" she did not ask,she was telling me,I smiled showing that I still remember

"What change?you looked me smiling then the next minute you changed?"I asked her what made her hate me"after I found out that you are dating Enzo I wanted to kill him you are way too young to date him"

I hate when people say that so what I love him old"I know his age no need to remind me"I said changing my tone "you don't get it do you"she said standing up looking through the window

"I do he is ten years older than me,he has experience and I don't.I should try finding my self and not date someone older then me I have heard that so many time that I am sick of it"

"I wish I was like you"she said smiling"why?! don't you have everything you wanted?"I am shocked "I do but like how you don't care what people say about you"

"I am here to tell you that you are leaving tomorrow night"she said in a serious face"Okay is Enzo picking me up cause I am not allow to drive"I said rolling my eyes at the thought

''no you are going back to South Africa"she said waiting to see my reaction ''fine can I talk to Enzo"I said maybe it's his stupid idea to send me to South Africa

"You are leaving and you are not going to tell anyone about this" she said taking out some paper in her bag putting it on my bed "why am I leaving without talking to Enzo?I know he will never let me go without a goodbye"

"Sharlot I am trying to protect you,I am not going to let you die because of him"she said now yelling at me"protect me from what?"I said yelling at her too

"Enzo!you are too innocent to live this live you have a lot waiting for you"she said now calming down "too bad I love Enzo cause I don't mind staying with him"

"But you don't know him,him kills people!What do you think that he nearly got kill because of the businesses he runs"she said laughing but there's nothing funny but like you are crazy

"Well you are being delusional their was a hit on him and you took the fall"she said smiling at me now I stare at her shocked.It can't be true he is a good man

"You are lying,how is it that he is always with me than I check his email I see where all the money comes from"I said I know she wants me out of his live "you are right but he handle the mafia you do go with him in his mafia meetings most time"

"What!",I said shocked "but he loves me he will never put my life in danger like that"I said now I am about to cry it can't be "yes he does love you a lot like I never seen him like this before but you can't be with him"

"No,I can protect my self I am a big girl"I said,wiping my tears I can't cry I can handle my self "but you are not,you see in this world they don't play fair they will break you before you even try to blink"

She looks at me "do you want to be a sex slave?"she asked me smiling"please no,I can't do that I don't want to be use"I said with tears in my eyes,their is nothing I am scared of like being a sex slave,I just can't handle in mentally or physically

"Then you know what to do by tomorrow night I will be waiting for you"she said walking away,I never felt like this before it's like my whole world is falling apart

I can't do this....