Her eyes

chapter 57

Enzo pov

It has been nine mouths,three days and seven hours without her,I searched everywhere.I did not give up.I was going to search until I find her,she can't hide for ever"Boss,Chris just book a flight to South Africa"Ranji said walking in my office

"I need to follow him get the jet ready for when he leave and when will that be?"I have hope that he would lead me to her.I searched for her at my enemies and she was not there

"Tomorrow sir and the jet is ready with your suitcase"he said sitting down,we may not be friend but he knows how deeply I am in love with Peach

I arrived at South Africa,I can't wait see my Peach I am sure she miss me like I miss her.I need my rest for the day of tomorrow

Sunday morning I got dressed,I am going to church today like she said it's nice to experience first times with someone you love.I walked inside and I see her then immediately my whole body lights up

I smiled at her,she looks beauteous.I walked to her to sit next to her"hi Peach"I said standing next to her as the song keeps playing"hi Enzo"in that moment I felt whole again,for her to just say my name

"We are going to give offering do you have money?"Peach asked me looking at the man who was talking about offering "yes do you want same"I asked her just so I can talk to her

We offered and people are staring at me what I just offered ten thousand"what were you thinking?"Peach asked me licking her teeth"I was offering"

"I know but if you want to make I large sum you deposit it" she hates unnecessary attention "I did not know maybe next time"I said I am coming back with her

The service was wonderful,it was truly magical to be there.She introduced us to her pastor.After we were done,she pulls my hand and open the car then drove to stop at place with no house and tress surrounding us

"What the hell is wrong with you?"she yelled at me getting out of the car opening my door "I don't know,but what can I say my wife left me without a goodbye and I have been looking for her for nine months"

"Don't blame me for leaving and what were you thinking coming in my church like that!you could have come to my home"she would have killed me if she could

"If I came to your home you would have shut the door on my face without thinking twice"I know her too well"well maybe that is what you deserve!"

She looks at me angry"you know you make a terrible boyfriend you say you love me but put my life in danger,how selfish are you,how can you do that to a person you claim you love"

She walked away then turns back and look at me with tears in her eyes"you know what fuck you,fuck you that you made me love you,fuck you that you made me feel safe,fuck you that you are all I think about,fuck you that you made me hate Home fuck you that I can't stop loving you,fuck you that ever time I hear your voice I feel alive,fuck you that no matter how hard I try you are the only one I love"

When I tried wiping her tears she moves away.I felt like I lost my self when I see her like this I should build her not break her,I should make her love me not try to hate me

"Fine I should have told you that I kill people for a living and I am a bad guy that everyone fears me and others want to see me died"I said,how could I have said that the first time we met

"You know when Olivia said you kill people I thought she was lying because that is how people are,if you make them believe you do something they will believe it just like that.I thought your situation was like ours cause we make people think my mother kills anyone who try to fuck with us because she once beat someone nearly death and she walked away with it"

"I don't know what to say I am sorry okay"I don't know how to tell her,she is my life without her I am nothing "that is not good enough saying sorry it's easy but meaning it is hard"

"I will protect you"I mean it,I will never let anything harm her "Enzo I am not going to live a dangerous life that everytime I should watch my back"she means it I know it

"Then I will make sure that none of those thing come near you I promise" she is my life,she does not understand how much I need her"I am hungry,do you want some food?"she does not believe me

"Yeah,what are you thinking off?"she smiles,I missed her smile and how her eyes spark "I don't know let's go home and see what they are having"she walks to the drivers seat"I love you"

I said to myself,I know that if she feels like she is not loved she removes you in her life and if you break your promise she hates you and if you break her trust it will never be formed again no matter what

We got to her home"my mother is not here so you can come inside"she said walking inside her house"hi I am home"she yell when entering her home "hi ghost" Lor said watching TV,she looks at me "hi Enzo"she said hugging me

"Hi princess,how are you doing?"I said sitting down to talk to her,then Doina and Amelia walking in the dinning area"hi Enzo"they both said sitting down.We talked until it was late"Enzo you have to leave I will see you tomorrow" Peach said walking me outside

"Good night Peach"I said kissing her forehead,we hugged and it felt wonderful just hugging her makes me feel warm inside "good night Enzo"