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It's already 2:47 and I can't fall asleep yet. I don't know why I can't go to sleep, all I have been thinking about was what happened at the pool.

You know what I'm probably just over thinking it, I should get a glass of water from the kitchen that can probably clear my mind and hopefully that could help me go to sleep.

I get off my bed and put on my slippers on, immediately feeling the cold air slither into my skin giving me chills. I probably shouldn't have worn a sports bra and these shorts

I walk down towards the hall way where the stairs is but I can't really see anything since it's dark but I can sense that I'm coming close the wall.

*thud*

"Ow what the fuck" I said rubbing my head due to the pain

"What are you doing, why are you up this late?" I heard a voice

Holy shit. I jumped back squinting my eyes processing the fact that I just bumped into someone at 3 in the morning.

"Uhm, I was thirsty so I wanted to go to the kitchen to get a drink of water" I said realizing that I didn't hit the wall, I bumped into Luca!

"Oh ok, let me accompany you" I head Lucas voice fading away slightly as the lights turn on

I was able to see Lucas defined abs and his shorts. Once I looked at his green eyes, I noticed he was also examining me. Oh shit.

"Ok" I said passing Luca and going downstairs towards the kitchen

I grabbed a glass and put water in it and it made an awkward silence between me and Luca, that's when my stomach growled.

Perfect timing.

"Did you eat dinner?" Luca asked me meeting each others eyes

"No I only ate what Ms.K gave me when we were at the pool" I said

"Common sit down, I'll get you something" Luca said opening the fridge examining what's inside

"Uhm, no It's ok I'm not hungry hungry, I'll just go back into my room" I said trying to not be a burden and keep him up just to make me something to snack on

"Sit" I heard Lucas voice, but instead it was in a dominant voice, demanding me to sit back down.

"No" I said

Luca turned to me and gave me a glare. I knew I might have started something but these types of situations always excites me.

"Sit down or else I'm not going to let you sleep until you put something inside that stomach" Luca said trying to convince me

"Nah I'm good" I said in a cold voice returning a glare

"Ava do not test me, just sit back down and wait patiently for me to feed you." Luca said in a more irritated tone

"No Luca I'm actually fine I can last days without eating anything and I'll still survive so therefore I'm not gonna sit down and eat." I said

"Ava, do you starve yourself?" Luca said looking deep into my eyes, he's giving me those same exact eyes he gave me earlier at the pool. He's deep into his own thoughts as I am lost into his eyes, how can I stop looking, I can't look away nor talk. What is this?

I nodded my head up and down, signing a yes, not trusting my voice in case I studder.

"Why" Luca asked me

"I'm going to bed" I said in a cold voice not wanting to talk to him about it while I place the glass on the island slightly harsh as I speed up the stair to get into my room as quickly as possible.

I open my door and immediately shut it right behind me as I feel the panic attack inside me starting to get loose. I run onto my bed and cover myself with the sheets as I tightly hold onto my pillow and start feeling tears coming out of my eyes quickly. I can't show him my weakness, not yet.

...

I woke up with the sun shining right into my eyes. I rub my eyes to wake myself before I fall back to sleep. I checked the time and saw that I was 9:26 am, damn I woke up late

I got up, and dressed up and put on some make up which I don't use as often, then I curled my hair and jewelry.

I got up, and dressed up and put on some make up which I don't use as often, then I curled my hair and jewelry

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(Ava's outfit)

I came out the bathroom and did the bed before I fall back to sleep and head out of the room towards the kitchen

As I walk downstairs, I met eyes with Luca, we starred at each other for a couple of moments before I turn my attention to Katherine.

"Good morning Ava" I heard Katherine's voice

"Good morning Katherine" I said with a smile
"Breakfast is ready, have a seat" Katherine said passing the place towards me as I sit down besote Luca

Katherine was cleaning up the kitchen, soon after she left towards the living room and disappeared when she left into a hallway I haven't been explored in. It was quite for a little due to me and Luca eating the food Katherine made for us

"So, about last night, I wanted to ask some questions and I don't expect you to answer all of them" I heard Luca ask me

"Ok, what are your questions" I said trying to get over this because I really don't want to be around him right now

"Why do you starve yourself? Why did you start starving yourself? Are there other things that you do that are harmful to yourself?" Luca questioned

"Next" I said facing my body towards Luca finding him already facing me looking deep into my eyes. It's those eyes again.

"Have you talked about your feelings to someone or something?" Luca questioned me

"No I haven't told anyone" I said with a cold tone

"Ok thank you for answering my question." Luca said and with that he got up and walked upstairs

I wonder what he's thinking, but I can't stop thinking about those eyes..

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