I have the biggest urge to never stop writing right now I swear to god
⚠️Self h@rm/suicidal thoughts⚠️
—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————My life has only been going downhill
First, my dad dies
Then my mom gets injured and is now laying at a hospitalI hate my life
Time skip
it became hard to breathe as my arm began leaking blood as I sat in the bathtub with a blade in my hand the other trying to stop the blood from flowing.
I calmed my self down and cleaned my arms and covered them with bandages.
I stood up and went over to the sink and looked in the mirror, god I looked ugly.
I washed my face and dried it and tucked my sleeves down again, I walked out of the bathroom and opened the door to my room and dropped down on my bed falling asleep.
Time skip
I was awoken to the sound of my phone dinging (I didn't know how else to word it😭😭)
Larryface
Larryface: heyy! Wanna come over?
Y/N: Sure!! Coming now
Larryface: k.
I sighed and got up taking a hoodie and some sweatpants from the ground and got it on hoping I didn't smell
I opened my door and took my shoes on walking out the door
Time skip
Larry POV
I heard a knock on my door and saw Y/N walk in "hey" she spoke up and sat down on my bed
I went over and sat next to her and smiled softly "heya" she looked tired
"You okay?" I asked placing a hand on her shoulder
"I'm fine." She answered
I could see she was lying
"no your not" I said hugging her
Your pov
"no your not" he said hugging me, I quickly hugged him back and began crying. I leaned my head into his neck and began sobbing.
"It's okay, I'm here"
I began calming down a bit " I'm just scared you'll leave me like everyone else"
I said my voice muffled
"I'm not going anywhere, I love you.."
I looked at him wiping my tears away.
" I love you too.."
he slowly leaned in kissing me, I kissed him back and cupped his cheeks
He pulled me onto his lap and we pulled away. I hugged him tightly and he hugged me back.
"none of us are gonna leave you, not me, not ash, not Sal and not todd." He said wiping my tears away
" I promise "
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I am in no way glorifying self harm or suicide as I am myself fighting with selfharm and I just wanted to write this to get all my feels out.
I hope this wasn't cringe
YOU ARE READING
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Randomhiii!! My name is nika and this is my first oneshot book ever, I do take requests so if you want just comment it. I'm also sorry for any spelling issues or anything my first language is not English, anyways i hope you'll like it!!