Red cat wonderland (Jotaro x Kakyoin) fan fiction

Red cat wonderland chapter 13

(Slight nsfw warning/graphic content/Lots and lots of swearing)
Character list: Jotaro kujo, Noriaki Kakyoin,

Kujo was standing across the way with a damp tissue in his hand, using it to wipe his face with. Doing it over and over to try erasing that awful feeling off of his body like a scar that had been burned into his flesh, no matter how much he cleaned it still wasn't washing off. It gave him an unnerving feeling, like he just wanted to die. "Fuck...I'm such an idiot" he groaned to himself and started hitting his head off of the wall repeatedly. Whining and turned around to slide his back down it till he was sitting on the floor, burying his head in his hands. Trying to hold back tears as he knew everything he did was for nothing, people were gonna start gossiping over this little incident forever. His reputation was crumbling, people were gonna find out what he was really like and that's the last thing he would ever dream of happening. "Fuck...I can't believe they told everyone-" Tearing up over the rumours and posts that were spreading like wild fire. "Weren't they satisfied enough...but instead they just had to fuck with my head-"

Kakyoin would wipe his tears away with the edge of his palm, staring back up at the mirror and noticed in the corner of his eye that there was a figure besides from him in it. Whipping his body around and got scared to see it was Jotaro "How long have you been...- never mind that are you...are you okay?" Kakyoin forced himself to speak, though he was very quiet and you could tell in his voice he was holding back a wave of emotions. Would appear the two were in a tough patch of their lives. "Shouldn't...shouldn't you be with those girls..." He spoke with a wobbly lip, there was no mistaking what he saw. Guess he read the room wrong, that he wasn't quite the person he was hoping he'd turn out to be. He was just too naïve to see that. Trying to stay strong he kept his head up high, acting like everything's fine. That it didn't matter, he'll just have to go back to being alone again.

Jotaro looked up at the other with a painful expression, his eyes saddening, he was clearly trying to forget what just happened and when he mentioned the girls he just paced into one of the stalls and tried holding back the urge to be sick. Holding his hand over his mouth as saliva creeped its way through his fingers and down into the bowl below "FUCKING BITCHES, THE LOT OF THEM!" He cried out and while he was kneeling down in front of the toilet. The piece of paper from earlier slipped out of his pocket, his eyes glued to it. Reaching his hand over to look at it briefly and began ripping it up into loads of little pieces before dropping them into the toilet and flushed them away.

Why the hell did Kakyoin have to be in a place like this at the exact same time he felt like shit, he didn't mean to have him see him like this. It was humiliating, normally seeing his face brought a strangely warm feeling to his face, but now it was bringing the complete opposite. Even the one person who he wished never to see that dreadfully awful post had also seen it. This complicates everything, how is he supposed to explain himself now. Wiping the drool away from his chin and made his way out of the stall "Of course I'm not okay Kakyoin...some stupid bitches came up to me and started harassing me, and...well I'm sorry you had to see that. It wasn't my intention, I had no idea they'd post it. I can still feel her disgusting breath in my face...I hate this, I wish it would just go away-"

Jotaro's body began to tremble as he reached over to take ahold of Kakyoins soft yet small hand, leaning onto one of the walls as tears streamed down his face. It seemed he wasn't afraid to express his feelings in front of the boy, he knew how kind hearted he was and didn't wanna stop talking to him. He wasn't gonna let any girl ruin this for him. "I talked too loudly.. I said some dumb shit and I basically got blackmailed for it, I mean look at me. I'm such a mess, look we can talk about this later. Just please don't tell anyone about this okay? I don't want people finding out I was crying over something as dumb as a girl, they'll think I'm a coward"

Kakyoins eyes widened when Jojo started gagging in the stall and pressed his ear to the door, he didn't feel the need to think about his own emotions but to instead look after this handsome boy, who played so tough and cruel to others but had a secret soft side. Noriaki rushed over in a comforting way when he moved out of the stall and started speaking to him in a soft tone like his mother would in an attempt to calm him down. "Shhh..shh.sh it's okay" The redhead held Jotaro's hand close with both of his own, gently rubbing his thumbs over the surface as a way of saying that he'll always be there for him. "You can always speak to me about anything, I may not be the best at giving advice but I promise to listen..." He found it sweet that the other was able to express his feelings so easily to him and no one else, stepping close and listened to Jotaro's tough situation whilst holding his hand closer, an innocent shine upon his kind purple eyes. "You can trust me, I'm here if you need me Jotaro. That's a promise, and we can even talk more about this when we're both free. Wouldn't want anyone to see you crying now would we?"

He would slowly raise his hand up to the others teary face and wiped the tears away from his ocean blue eyes with the edge of his thumb "Now quit the water works, the Jotaro I know doesn't lose his cool that easily!" He giggled and watched as Jotaro pulled away from him, heading out towards the bathroom door "Hey Kakyoin...do you wanna maybe, hang out after school?" He hated to admit he was lonely and he simply wanted an excuse to spend some alone time with him right now, he was just so much sweeter than anyone he's met at this school. Plus he needed someone to vent to.

Kakyoin was caught off guard when Jotaro asked if he wanted to hang out with him after school, he felt honoured almost like THE Jotaro kujo invited him. He fiddled with his fingers when Jotaro moved his hand away and stood still, he just couldn't help but  laugh "Pffft! As if!" He grinned and for a moment paused before finishing with "Im only kidding you idiot! You should have seen your face. Of course I'd love to! We can catch up after class and we can talk about it more...after?. Of course that's only if you want to of course" He laughed awkwardly and rubbed the back of his neck obviously embarrassed as he looked away.

"Just come meet up with me after class, or if you change your mind come let me know" Walking out of the bathroom with his tail tucked between his legs, and his head facing down towards the floor. Meanwhile his heart was busy crumbling away as he couldn't get the sick thought of that kiss out of his head, it was just replaying on repeat in his head. It was still just eating him up inside.

Deep down he wished that the girl was actually Kakyoin, just the thought of kissing him and seeing his smile drove him up the wall. But he was too afraid that the other wouldn't feel the same way that he did. That he was into girls and he would just make a fool of himself ("Why am I such a fool, i can't even bring myself to talk to him without feeling all nervous, my heart just starts racing and my head goes all fuzzy and I can't think straight") He kept wondering what was wrong with him, why he liked him so much. He just wanted someone to hold so he could let all his emotions out. Though he couldn't help but smile at how Cheeky Kakyoin was, "tsk..as if, he's really something else" it was just enough to make him feel a little better in the moment.

Kakyoin watched as Jotaro walked out, "Man that boy is trouble, so much emotions, so awkward. He really is a sight for sore eyes. Bottling up so much, I wish he could just talk to me, Poor Jotaro. Going through so much" The redhead sighed and grabbed his bag off of the floor "So that's where it was!" He decided to not think about everything that just happened too much and moved on to his next class, taking his seat and pulled out a book and pen. Waiting for the class to begin, resting his head within his palm as his arm leaned against the table. All he could think about that Hottie Kujo, needless to say he had developed a huge crush on him. Even more so that he had opened up to him and the two actually managed to talk to each other without having a feline separating them. Like a barrier had just been broken ("Disgusted by girls huh...interesting to know") He smirked devilishly.

End of chapter 13 (To be continued in chapter 14)