A PIECE OF YOU (Freenbecky)

Chapter 39: Explaination

Mon's pov

I'm here in Sam's condo we're eating dinner together, I'm the one who cooked kasi hindi siya marunong, i noticed that Sam's really came from a wealthy family base on how she act and to her action everything is in the right places, and i curiously think of what really is her prpfession coz obviously nung nasa el nido palawan kami para siyang professional na doctor sa ginawa nyang pag sagip sa bata, but how can she be a doctor kung 22 palang siya, the process of being a doctor is long so imposible namang doctor siya

I'm actually nervous right now ngayon kona ipapaliwanag sa kanya yung napag usapan namin nila kelly, and i don't want her to know that TJ's been blackmailing me kasi ayokong dagdagan ang mga iniisip niya this past few days kasi ramdam kung stress siya, cguro sa ojt na kaya ayokong dagdagan payun

"Uhm Sam, i need to tell you something" i nervously said

" is their something wrong baby, you look nervous"she replied

Yes i am fucking nervous of how you react
"its about my annulment paper, i-i uh"i stutterd

"What about it, the process is on going right?" She ask

"Sam i-i want to postponed it, uhmm until you graduated then I'll continue the process" i saw sadness in her eyes, im sorry Sam kailangan lang talaga ayokong mawala ka sakin at ayoko ring mawala yung trabaho ko, i feel my heart clinched sa reaksyon na pinapakita niya she looks defeated

"W-why i-i thought, i just don't understand why you postponed it" she sadly said and looks like she's about to cry i fucking hurt her

"You know that the graduation is near right so magiging busy ako nun kaya hindi ko maaasikaso yung annulment paper ko, don't think that i love tj coz i don't ok, you're the one that i love Sam its just that magiging busy ako" i come up with this explaination i wish she beleive me, masakit din sakin to kasi alam kung nasaktan ko siya she's been hoping na maprocess nayung annulment paper ko

She didn't utter a word she's just silent and looking at her plate na wala nang laman, i feel that she's hurting parehas lang kami kailangan ko lang talagang gawin to because of my fucking soon to be ex husband, that bastard na gusto ata akong ikulong sa kasal na matagal nang sira mula nung nagloko siya.

After the long silence i speak wala kasi siyang balak magsalita at malalim  din ang iniisip niya

"you understand me right?Sam"
i hopelessly ask, pls Sam hold on

She snap back and look at me with her sad eyes parang kinurot naman yung puso ko nang dahil sa nakikita ko ngumiti siya na alam kung pilit kasi hindi umabot sa mata niya at hindi ko rin nakita yung dimples niya sa magkabilang pisngi

"Uhh y-yes I understand Mon, i know that you'll gonna be busy" she said sadly then stand up para ilagay yung pinagkainan niya sa lababo, i know the she's hurting i can feel it the athmosphere here in the kitchen is to heavy

Tumayo din ako para ilagay din yung pinagkainan ko atsaka ko siya niyakap sa likod ng mahigpit i smell her sweet scent, her scent makes me relax and can vanish all the problem that i have she's really my home , i feel her relax too

"We're right Sam, i love you so much baby so please understand me for now" malambing na saad ko sa kanya, humarap siya sakin then cupped my face and look at my chocolate brown eyes, her eyes that i can see love, i really love her eyes

"I always understand you baby, and i love you so damn much too" she said then kiss me lovingly and deeply i reprocate her kisses that makes me moaned her mouth, we pulled the kiss when we're out of breath.

"Thank you so much Sam for understanding me as always" nakangiting saad ko sa kanya at mabilis siyang hinalikan sa labi na ikinatawa niya yung labas talaga yung dalawang dimples niya na mas lalong nag paganda sa kanya

She hug me tightly and mumbled something

"Our time is running out Mon, and it makes me sad, i don't want to lose you pero alam kung wala tayong magagawa"

"May sinasabi kaba Sam" i ask kasi hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang sinabi niya kanina.

"Nothing baby, lets just emjoy our night together coz i really miss you so much" she said i know what she mean i feel.my cheeks heat up of that thought i miss her too

She agressively kiss me atska binuhat niya ako papunta sa kwarto niya, and rest is history

We made love countless times hindi niya ako tinigilan hanggat hindi ako bumibigay, i love what we did though all of the memories that we have together ay hindi ko makakalimutan she's my home that i can't afford to lose
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SAM AS ALWAYS

TBC..