A PIECE OF YOU (Freenbecky)

Chapter 41: Frustrated

Mon's pov

"Sam pick up the phone please" i frustatedly mumbled to myself while sobbing this cant be happening, i cant lose quinn, i know that she notice that I'm slipping away from her but its not like i don't love her i did those coz i fucking love her so much, tj's been blackmailing this past few days that's why i keep my distance to Sam this whole thing makes me stress i don't know what to do anymore.

And this thing happened i fucking despise tj right now i just want him gone but his making it to hard for me
I keep on calling Sam but she's not answering her damn phone, what should i do kung uuwi ako ngayon may masasakyan pa ako pero baka magtaka yung pamilya ko
I'm currently here in my parents coz we have a gatherings i thought tj wouldn't be here coz his busy in his work kaya nagulat talaga ako nung sumabat siya habang kausap ko si Sam kanina.

I look like a mess right now as i look myself in the mirror the stress and pain are visible in my chocolate brown orbs, the dark eyebags are to visible too, my tears are keep falling from my eyes i really look like a mess right now.

"Stop being a mess Mon and just go to Sam to explain" kausap ko sa sarili ko.

Bago ako nag hilamos para mawala yung mga tuyong luha sa mata at pisngi ko at lumabas ng cr, i tried to call Sam for the nth time but its just keep on ringing, i throw my phone in the wall out of distress at halo halong nararamdaman ko bawat mahawakan ko ay binabato ko.

"Ahhh why is it so fucking complicated" i frustratedly shouted and curled in the corner of my room and cried my eyes out.

I can't lose Sam but why its feels so hard and complicated not to lose her my career is in the pit of losing if i pursue of what we have right now, pero iisipin ko palang na mawawala siya para akong pinapatay sa sakit.

I let my emotion to take over of my whole system and just cried but then i remember that Sam would think that i ignored that she's hurt if i didn't go to her place right now para magpaliwanag na mali ang iniisip niya nung marinig niya si tj so i need to go to her place right now, i don't care of what my family would think, Sam is more important right now, i don't want to lose her not now and not ever.

I fixed myself and act like nothing happened kahit na malalaman din nila once pumasok sila sa kwarto ko but i don't care, lumabas ako ng kwarto at dali daling lumabas, my mom is in the dining table kasama yung papa ko,dalawang kapatid and also yung mga pinsan ko

They all look at me with their confused look, i know that i really looked like a mess pero wala akong pakialam ang importante mapuntahan ko si quinn para makapag paliwanag ako,lalagpasan ko na sana sila nang magsalita yung kapatid kung si hera.

"Ate what happened did you and kuya tj fight ambilis niya kasing umalis" she curiously ask buti naman at umuwi agad siya that son of a bitch he ruined everything may seminar naman talaga ako, dumeritso lang ako dito sa bahay kasi nga may kunting salo salo malapit naman to sa pinag seminaran namin kaya pumunta nalang ako.

"We didn't but i need to go" mahinang saad ko alam kung nasa akin padin ang atensyon nila kasi ramdam ko talaga yung mga tingin nila sakin

"Aalis kana agad ate ambilis naman" Aerus said he my only brother

"Mon anak bat aalis ka agad" sabat naman ng mama ko coz i really need to I'm disparate to go to Sam's place right now

"Coz i really need too mom" i frustratedly said alam kung pansin nila yun

"Couz mag stay ka naman kahit saglit lang dimo ba kami namiss" hestia said she's my cousin in my fahter side were a little bit close

Damn this i really have to go, my father is just silently observing my action