Having felt this way ,
Im uncertain these days ,
Shall i leave or shall i stay?
Unpleasant yet it brings me comfort,
Feeling so drained,
As emotions only bring discomfort,
Why do i wish to feel this much pain?
Throughout the years ,
Pain has been by my side ,
As it brings solitude to my tears ,
As i continue to hide .
As i continue to hide ,
I have created a version of me that only the world sees ,
Loneliness by my side ,
Only for my true self to be washed away by sea .
The sea unable to be drained ,
My true self lost at sea ,
The memory of myself only engraved ,
On a bark of a tree .
23rd April 23
