For T <3
The more I lift these weights ,
The closer I get to the devil himself,
Why do I go to such lengths?
As if I'm torturing myself.
These demons continuesly mocking me ,
By merely a whisper ,
Like a clock ticking only for me ,
By the minute growing thicker.
These demons ,
Are they my enemies?
Or my soon to happen felonies.
These continues ticking,
As if it's timing me ,
Endless thinking,
Will someone take my place for me ?
As I enter the ring against my demons ,
I feel nothing but weakness,
As if they're mocking me ,
Have I yet to commit these felonies.
As I leave the ring only to be brought upon this deafening silence.
2 July 23
