Dancers Nightmare

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I wanna be a dancer in the future. I love doing it. It brings me so much happiness but something happens when I dance to were I don't love it. The pain. My knees can't take it. I get massive sharp pains in them. I get chest pain after only dancing to one song. I can't breathe after one song. I can't take that pain. That pain makes me hate dancing. I don't want to but I can't help it. I'm writing this now because I just spent the last 30 minutes crying on the floor because I fell because my knees gave up on me. I don't have anyone to talk too. I want too but can't because no one understands what I'm going through. I just punched my wall out of pure anger and sadness. I screamed fuck you but I don't even know who I'm saying it too. The pain? Maybe I don't even know. I can't take it.

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