Helens pov
I see Leo walk in I smile at him as he sits next to my bed " how was the flight" I ask he nods " it was okay." I nod
" your taking rori when o pass she's not going into the system because the minute I flat line they will grab her" I say he looks at me
" don't forget Leo your raising her now and she will be grieveinb I'm all she's ever known" I cough he nods " I'll try my best"
I raise my hand and wipes his tear " I know you will"
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Roris pov
I cluch mums hand in mine " I-I'll be okay mum" I say as she smiles at me weakly I smile at her and she closes her eyes
" I love you rori" I smile at her and her chest stops raising
And that sound I've been dreading to hear
The nurse comes in and turns it off I keep hold of mums hand and social services coke on " can you at least give me 30 minutes" they nod and leave
I kiss mums head and I see dad come in " I've spoken to social come on"
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It's been a week and I went home with dad I feel shittt
Can't tell weather that's the drugs or me though
I stand on the porch to his massive house smoking a blunt it's 3 am
I lean on the railing and I hail I rub my eye and sigh
" rori" I turn and see dad I roll my eyes turning back around " what" I feel him grab my arm and spin me around snatched the blunt throwing it
Coke with me now" he drags me through the house to the back garden " sober up" that's when he pushed me into the pool
My body hits the water I groan from whip lash I swim back to the top but I down gasp I just look at him and swim to the shallow end pulling myself out of the pool walking to the back door
And I walk through the house I get to the 2 step and stop and stare " rori rori what are you doing" dad shouts I look behind me and see him "I-I don't know did it happen" I ask I feel my body fall backwards
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I groan as I go to sit up I get pushed back down " her off" I shove them off " your okay rori lay down"
I look around " what happened" I ask and dad shows me my seizure bracket on my wrist mum got me it for when I was in school " I'm okay it happens"
I stand up from the floor and look around " you nose is bleeding" I put my hoodie sleev up to my nose and go upstairs
I go to my room and wash my face before my head feels heavy again I take off my shoes and lay on the bed on my side just in case " you okay" I hum at dad
" why's wrong" he crouches next to me I blink slowly at me " i-" I stop myself as stare off into the distance
