" dad I don't want to-" I start he cuts me off standing up and pacing " no you tell me now because I'm loosing the plot all week you've been out till god knows what time and then you come in and go to your room and you cry and cry for hours till you cry yourself to sleep" he shouts
" and when I come in and out you in bed properly your bruised or have a smell in you of drugs if alchol or man or something I find remember" he screams
I stand up to leave to fi to my room and dad shakes his head " sit the fuck down now" I sit down and wipe my tears and he walks up to me crouching infront of me
" tell me please I just want to help please" he says I shake my head as tears fall down my cheeks I bite my lip and a sob slips out and I put my head on dads shoulder " I-I'm s-sorry dad I'm sorry" I cry out hugging him as tight as I can
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I walk into the the house trying to pull my jacket closer and I try wipe my tears as I walk into dads office he looks at me " what - what's happened"
My body starts shaking I can't breathe
" I-I said I felt uncomfortable and didn't want to dad I didn't want to but he said I had to" I say as I sob and dad hugs me " baby Phoebe" he says as I cry
" when when did this happen" " tonight" I feel him hum " we need to go the hospital Phoebe" I shake my head " no dad no"
" yes you could have gotten something we could put him in jail and get you looked at" I shake my head " please dad"
Somehow we made it to the hospital obviously dad couldn't stay in the room with me as they had to do an examination
" okay miss you can get dressed" I nod as they leave I get dressed and sit back on the bed " okay his semen is still inside you and he broke your hymen so you will bleed" I nod at her while looking at the floor
" can you tell me who it was" I shake my head " I want to go home please" I looo at her and she nods
I walk out into the waiting room and see mum and my grandparents
I sigh shaking my head " oh lovey come here" I hear gran say I shake my head " I want to be left alone leave me alone" I snap at her and I walk out the back entrance
It starts raining I sigh " Phoebe come on let's go home" I follow him in the car " wand food" I shake my head " no thanks want to go to shower please" he nods
" you know that I um" dads trying not to be awkward but he is being " you know when the doctor examined you the doctor told me" I nod and he looks at me " they said if you - you know get preg- pregnant you let me know"
I didn't even think I'd thatI put some mascara on feeling more like myself today
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I sit on the side away from the little party dads having when Alex comes over " I-I knew" I nod looking at my lap I was wearing jeans
" okay but your my father not my dad you don't get the title just because you shagged my mum" I say and he nods walking away and my bodyguard Bobby comes up to me
" you okay kid" I nod and he hums standing against the island facing me " how you feeling now" I shrug " a lot less sick it's passed I think" I hope morning sickness is the worst
I have told dad well he was the one that knew before me because we usually go pads shopping when we go food shopping and I was late by 3 weeks
" not tired" I shake my head " can you get me watermelon dad put some in the fridge id get it but I'm five foot two" he laughs and nods he comes back with it
