A Specific Mood

💀Broken💀

My dear, please leave me
You make me want to kill myself,
As far as my eyes could see
You were always in the top shelf.

You have me wrapped around your finger
Yet you never realised it,
And the longer you will linger
The more I'll loose myself bit by bit.

You give me no peace
Yet you are the one who gives it,
My feelings will only increase
If you won't be quick and quit.

You're the thought that consumes me
Yet you're the thought that keeps me alive,
I dream that maybe it's meant to be
And at my doorstep you will arrive.

You bring me no sleep and rest
Yet comfort is brought by you,
One day we'll realise everything was a test
And that the promise was always true.

But my dear, please leave me alone
Because you are killing my soul,
I want to be on my own
But you don't know how much you've got control.

I promise we'll meet some day
That is, if you'd still want to,
And my fear I will say
That maybe you'll find someone new.

You've already left me broken
And I've just been breaking more,
All the words that were spoken
Left me shattered on the floor.

The higher I'd climb
The deeper I'd fall,
And as passed the time
I felt even more small.

Young, dumb and foolish
Always making the same mistakes,
My stupid little heart you'd squish
And you didn't even know the stakes.

I live in the hopes you gave me
In the promises you made,
A cake you did guarantee
And driving lessons unpaid.

But for now, my dear
I pray you'll leave my head,
Because the One that we fear
We'll meet when we're all dead.