A Specific Mood

🔫Saying 'Sorry'🔫

The sound of the birds
The light of the sun,
The weight of your words
Like a loaded gun.

The mistakes were mine
With that I surely agree,
But I think you may have crossed a line
You were harsher than you needed to be.

I'm a master at saying sorry
It's as if that's all I say,
All I do is make people worry
And they just say, "It's okay."

But this time I didn't say sorry
And so they never said it was okay,
And now it makes me worry
About what they may say.

My heart feels heavy
And my soul feels numb,
Why must I levy
All my love on your crumb.

My body is tired
But my mind is wide awake,
I wonder what inspired
Me to jump in the lake.

Is this right?
Is this wrong?
God, give me sight,
I have to be strong.