First time falling

Chapter 4

Tw:ED
It was finally the weekend, I didn't do anything yesterday because I went home "sick". I still feel bad about lying but idk
I just finished my run with hayden and went to go upstairs.
" Do you want something to eat before u go shower up" he asks
"No im good Connor made me some food before you woke up this morning" I lie and go upstairs
After yesterdays chain of events I go upstairs and look myself in the mirror wondering if I was really fat or not.
I know it was only one comment but the fact that this happened last year and it was the same group of girls really hurts.
I haven't aten anything since Thursday night at dinner and it was now Saturday idk how I gotten away with it for so long.
I sigh and go to my room to shower and did some studying for a test.
Hayden texts me
Hayden: Hey I have to work so im sending you to stefans next door its his day off, you can come back with them when they come over for boys night tonight
Me:I can stay home by myself
Hayden: No
Me:Can I go to rileys
Hayden: okay fine, be ready in 5
Me being me I took about 15 minutes to get ready and went downstairs he glared at my outfit because he thought the shorts were a little too short but I was wearing an oversize T-shirt so he let it go
"Do you want something to eat before you leave" he asks
"No im eating at Rileys" I say as he nods and drives me over there

It was about mid day and me and Riley were swimming at the country club that her dad owns.
Everyone loves to go there so there was quite a bit of people from our school
We were playing pool volleyball and I started to get lightheaded since I haven't aten anything since Thursday dinner.
So I took some water and grabbed my phone looking at the time. It was 5:30 and Hayden was picking me up at 6 I don't understand why I have to go to this boy's night anyway, first off im not a boy and secondly I want to stay here with my friends we've been in the pool all day and it's so fun.
About a half an hour later hayden texted me
Hayden:here
I was swimming so I didn't get his text right away and 20 minutes later I answered.
I went to his car and he started to drive home.
"Really we were supposed to be home for 6:30" he said
"Eh we will only be 20 minutes late plus I dont want to go anyways" I say
"Well I do and plus Stefan wants to catch up with you"
"Okay.. sorry for making you wait I was swimming" I say showing him my hair which is semi wet
"Did u have fun" he says
"yeah I did we went swimming went for a walk and played pool volleyball" i says
" sounds like fun" he says smiling keeping his eyes on the road
Eventually we get home and go inside, all the boys are in the backyard and Connors barbecueing something.
"Hi sweetie" "hi guys" "hey kiddo" I hear from the boys as hayden does the bro hug thing
I go and sit on one of the lawn chairs and I see Kade, Hudson and Elijah look at eachother smirk and look at me
Oh Shi-
"I get up and run as Elijah sneaks up behind me and picks me up and kade and hudson come over and throw me in the pool.
"Hahaha so funny" I say sarcastically as all the boys laugh hysterically
"Can someone at least help me out" I say with puppy eyes
"Ok fine princess" Hudson says as Kade raises a brow and shrugs
Hahaha he fell for my plan, as he goes to grab my hand and I pull him in.
We both go underwater and its like he was staring deep into my sole it gave me butterflies, he raises his brows and swims up above water.
"Thanks moretti I appreciated that" he says going back to his sassy self
The boys go back to what there doing and he challenges me to a race to the end of the pool
Us Moretti's never turn down Competition
I race him and it was a tie so we go again and I won by a long shot
"Well damn you're fast" he says
"Thanks" I say as I rub my temples as my headache comes back
"You look a little pale you ok" he says as I nod
"U sure" he says as I get out and stumbl a bit and he puts his hand on my shoulders
"Ya im good" I say as my stomach grumbles
"have you ate anything today"he says as I shrug my shoulders, I couldn't lie to him, idk why I think he was growing on me again.
"Whens the last time you ate" he asks as I shrug
"Cmon you gotta tell me" he says
"Have u aten since it happened on Thursday" he asks
I was so confused because I never thought he cared abt me "I- I-"
"Oh Taylor.." he sighs "lets go get some food" he says as I shake my head
"Im all good don't worry" I say
"Please tell me it's not cause of what blair said" he says as are conversation gets cut off
"Guys food is ready cmon" Stefan yells from the padio as my hands are shaking.
I was feeling a little disy and I ignored it "dont tell them ill just eat later ok? go on without me k?" i ask with pleading eyes
" Get up there or ill throw u over my shoulder" he said being really protective all of a sudden
I sigh as I go up there as the boys give me a burger and he glares at me until I pick up a fry and take a bite of it
He smiles sadly and eats his dinner
I put my hand on my chin and Elijah looks at me
"Cmon eat more you didn't even take a bite yet" he says
"Ya I did I took a fry" I say as he glares at me
"Taylor" he says "why do u look pale honey" Connor said sitting next to me "Kade" he says panicked
"Guys im fine" I say
"Taylor ur shaking hun" Stefan says as I look at hudson
"Ok enough Taylor eat ur fucking food" hudson says kinda mad at me "don't let this bitch ruin ur eating habbits" he says
"What the fuck is he talking about" Connor says getting way more serious then he was ten secomds ago, ya don't test him, you will learn that quick.
Hayden gives me a fry "eat" he says as I push it away
"i dont want it" I say as he puts on a sad look, ouch that was like a punch to the gut.
"Whens the last time you ate taylor" Stefan asks
"She hasnt aten since Thursday" Hudson says well thanks dude.
"HOW" Elijah says
"TAYLOR WHAT THE HELL" Kade says starting to loose his cool
"Taylor Marie moretti, eat now" Elijah says sternly
"No I don't want it" I say as I start crying from all the yelling and the headache and over what happened
"U will not leave this table until you eat" Connor says
"But-" I say being cut off
"TAYLOR EAT UR FUCKING FOOD" kade yells
"No leave me alone!" I say running inside and up to my room
"Wait Tay lets talk" Hayden says following me upstairs as I slam the door im suprised he didn't barge in

Nobody's pov
Hayden went outside to grab my plate
"Here let me talk to her" kade said
"No i will" I say
"I feel bad for yelling, i was just mad that she pulled this" kade says
"You can apoligize later im gonna go talk to her, hopefully shes calmed down" he says going back inside
"Hudson do you know what happened" Connor says
"Yea so...." Hudson starts telling them what happened

Taylors POV
I was in my room and Hayden walked in sitting next to me on my bed
"Are u hear to yell at me" I say
"No sweetie im just worried about you" He put his arm around me "what happened"
"She was just really mean and all her friends were laughing at me"
"Who, why" he says
" OK so my friend thinks that me Hudson would be a good couple and she said I was to ugly"
"Well ur not, ur a beautiful girl, do you still have a crush on him" he says
Yes I tell him everything
"Idk" I say
"Well if anything he likes you" he says
"How"
"ive known hudson since he was 5, he acts like he doesn't care alot, but u should see how his eyes lite up when you walk In the room" he says
"Nah" i say
"Can u just try to eat a little bit for me please" he said making a sad face
"your not gonna leave until I eat are you" I say
"Yup"
I sighed eventually giving in and eating my burger and fries
"Good go put ur dish away" he says
"I don't wanna go down there" I say
"Ur gonna have to talk to them about it eventually just go" he says escorting me out of my room making me go downstairs
I felt much better after eating but I can tell they were upset over what happened, I quickly put my dish away and I go back to my room but before I do I hear Connor
"Taylor honey come here" he says from the living room
" I don't want this to ever happen again, I remember last year we almost had the same problem and I don't want it to happen again" Connor said sounding disappointed
"Taylor ive heard all the storys about ED'S there not pleasent trust me, this almost happened last year and it will not be happening again, understand" he says sternly as the Kade nods in agreement
I nod and give him a hug
"I don't hear nods Taylor" he says as I tell him I understand
"Ur a beautiful girl honey" Kade says as he kisses my head