Part 3 of the 'Civil war' _________________________________________
Natasha pov
We were all gathered back together..i call it vigilantes reunion. Apparently newyork is threatened again with these aliens that wants to wipe half of the universe's population
"It's weird not having cap around" banner stated before they all looked at me and i just stayed quiet
"Don't worry about it, nat... We know.." he added
"what are you talking about?" I mumbled
"we know who really did it...theres no way you can kill a friend that brutal"
I kept my silence before fury came " I'm guessing y'all already know what's happening" he cleared his throat earning everyone's nod
"just one more avenger.. and we're ready" he stated before a familiar face stepped off of his back making me breathe heavily seeing her again for the first time in months
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Fury left as y/n just stood there watching everyone leave after seeing her but i stayed
"You can leave too" she mumbled looking down can't look at me
" Y/n..."
I tried but she just shookt her head and walked away.. you can feel the amount of guiltiness around her..
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I was given my old room...it looks like it hasn't been touched since last time i left.
I looked over my vanity seeing this framed picture of y/n and i... I just picked it up and sigh seeing how happy we were before...the shine on her eyes..her genuine smile..
"I miss you....s-so much" i sniffed hugging the frame
I dropped my things on the floor and just went on the bed still holding the picture while i tucked myself in sleeping beside it. __________
I stirred awake hearing some knocks on the door. "What time is it" i wiped the sleepiness out of my eyes looking at the clock seeing it's only 3am
I was stunned seeing y/n as soon as I opened it "I can't sleep" she mumbled innocently holding 2 pints of ice cream with spoons
She sat on the edge of my bed and i quickly covered the picture i was sleeping beside with
"You wanna talk?" I asked sitting beside her as she opened the ice cream before giving it to me
"I-Is it true?" She asked swallowing thickly
"What do you mean?" I softly asked
"Y-You... You went to jail because you..saved me.." she stated earning my sigh
"I did"
"And I'm willing to do it again without hesitation..." I gently cupped her cheek wiping the tears that she's trying so hard not to show
"i-im sorry" she sobbed making my heart clench as i pulled her in a hug kissing her forehead
" It's ok.... everything is ok...i mean look at me... Don't i look fine? " I playfully says as soon as she get off of me to cheer her up
"i didn't m-mean to kill r-rogers" she says still catching her breath while shaking her head
"Hey....i know...we all know that, it wasn't you.. it was your anger and power overtaking.. it's not your fault"
"But in a-any way you'll see...im s-still the one who did it and y-you needed t-to suffer in jail because of my actions" she looked down tears just dropping from her eyes
"i told you already, it's ok...and I'm Natasha Romanoff...so? i escaped in less than a day"i shrugged
"Baby.... don't beat yourself too much...yknow I'd do anything for you, right?" I held her hand squeezing it in a reassuring way
"and... I'm sorry too, Any of that wouldn't even happen if i didn't help them in the first place" i added
"can we just put the past to the past?behind us?" I asked
" They don't even want me here..my friends just walked out of my face earlier and...i-i don't know h-how" she started crying again and i genuinely feel so devastated seeing her like this
"I'll help you... we'll help each other.. that's how" i smiled at her while she wiped her own tears by her sweater like a kid making me actually chuckle at her
" W-what? " She sniffed also asking like a kid and i just can't help my laugh on how adorable she can get
"Nothing...look our ice creams are turning into soups already" i sarcastically says earning a chuckle from her
We stayed quiet for a bit but it was really soothing... it's the most peaceful time I've ever had since the accords
"You look good in blonde" she suddenly mumbled making me smile to myself
"Hmm... No" i huffed earning a confused look from her
"I look good...in you-- I MEAN WITH YOU" i quickly realized what i just said and i am just internally punching myself
"Don't worry...You look good in both" she whispered underneath her breath smiling while eating her ice cream
"I missed you.."
"I missed you too, tasha" she stated looking back at me
I just can't help the butterflies on my stomach going crazy as it's the first time someone actually called me that for months and that someone is her..
We just talked about what happened in our lives.. her going on therapy for what had happened and me destroying the red room and actually meeting my family again till we finished our ice creams
" Y/n? " I breathe out sitting back beside her as soon as i threw the pins on the trash
" Hmm? " She hummed
" Do you... Maybe...still..love me? " I asked hesitantly
"I never stopped.." she looked directly at my eyes
" I know I'm demanding, but i wanna hear it" i put my lips together trying to stop myself from smiling receiving her laughs
"Uhm.. i love you..the most" she suddenly cupped my face leaning closer locking our lips together in a passionate kiss
"I..love you.. too.. the most" i mumbled breathing heavily still on her lips as i reached both my hands on her sweater removing it
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"I'm glad we found our way to each other again" i mumbled both of us laying on my bed naked just being covered by the sheets as y/n was using my bicep as a pillow her hand rested on my chest while she snuggled with her eyes closed
(Oh no...did you just got Robbed??? Yes you did. )
"I feel like we can't catch a break" y/n mumbled with a sigh
"What do you mean?" i pulled her closer to me kissing her forehead
"Yknow...first i was assigned in paris..then there goes the accords and now this titan...i feel like everytime we find each other again... The world is always dying" she stated sassily making me chuckle weakly
"As long as it's not you, I'm ok" i sarcastically says
