"El mundo vuelve a girar, contigo o sin ti... se va, no creo que tu quieras quedarte aquí y morir.." ✿
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NESSAS POV
"Over here!!" Bill said waving his hand up in the air to get our attention. We walked over there and sat with the band, and as we talked about collaborating, i couldn't help but to notice someone staring at me, it was Tom.
And every time i would look back at him he would smile at me.. not sure what this means but i'm 100% sure he's hitting on me.
When we were leaving, Tom tapped me on my shoulder and asked for my number, assuming it was for work related stuff i gave it to him.
When we were in the car i suddenly got a phone call, it was from an unknown number.
"Hello?" I said as i held the phone up to my ear. "Hello? Is this Nessa? It's Tom." said a voice coming from the other line. "Oh yes it is, hey tom what do you need?" I asked nervously. "I just wanted to call to ask if you wanted to go to a party later, me and Bill are hosting it, i could send you the address." said Tom on the other line. "Oh yes that would be fun send me address we will be there!" I said enthusiastically, "Great! See you later, bye beautiful" he said in a flirty tone, i got nervous but i wouldn't show him that. "Yeah.. bye" i said trying to sound disgusted as i hung up the phone.
I turned to my band, "Guys we're going to a party at the Kaulitz house tonight!" i said enthusiastically. "Finally a party!!" Tony said very happy, he didn't care about the twins he just wanted to party.
After a while i heard my phone ring and i realized it was tom. "Hey just calling to make sure you're coming." he said in the other line, i smiled to myself but i kept calm as i replied "Oh yes i'm going to get ready now, i'll see you at the party" i said trying to sound calm "Okay we'll hurry, i can't wait to see you" he said trying to flirt AGAIN. "Yeah okay bye bye" i said as i quickly hung up and went to shower.
After i finished my shower i started getting ready, i was looking in my closet, unsure of what to wear, i took a good 20 minutes looking for the perfect outfit until i finally found it.
After i got dressed i sat down on my vanity to do my makeup and hair.
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I looked in my mirror and smiled at the reflection, i look good.
I walked out of my room and saw everyone was ready, "Okay guys let's go! Tony you're driving!" i was walking to the car and throwing the keys at Tony.
On the way to the party i couldn't help but to feel nervous as i didn't know if i look good, i was looking out the window and fidgeting with my hands and my sister noticed, putting her hands on mine. "Hey don't be nervous, just get drunk and forget about everything." She said trying to confort me, i just smiled at her and nodded still nervous.
We got there and noticed a lot of commotion, i walked up to the door nervously as i knocked, i froze as i saw Tom open the door, he looked so good. I saw as he looked at me and n down, as he opened his mouth to speak. "i've been waiting for you guys! Especially you" he said pointing at me, i could tell he was staring to get drunk as i got a whiff of his alcohol breath..
gross.
We all walked in and the whole Tokio Hotel band started talking to us, but Tom came over to me and asked to speak with me...
..Alone.
So we went over to a balcony and we were talking, we were very drunk and high when he looked at me and suddenly the atmosphere felt tense.
He leaned over and kissed me as i returned the kiss. His hands on my waist as i had my hands on his neck.
We were making out for a while until Charlie went up to us and saw us. "Uhm im sorry to interrupt but Lina is extremely drunk and we need to go home.." He said awkwardly as i pulled away from the kiss, realizing what just happened. "Oh um okay well let's go bye Tom." i said kind of running away as i felt his gaze on me, but i didn't turn around.
I was so embarrassed i couldn't believe what just happened.
On the way home Lina had her head on shoulder as she passed out from how much she drank, but my mind was somewhere else, i couldn't stop thinking about that kiss, it was like the perfect kiss, his lips moving perfectly against mine, it felt so right but it was so wrong.. i didn't know what to feel.
As i was getting ready for bed i couldn't stop thinking about him, his eyes, his hands, his scent, his lips and that lip piercing.. it did something to me... _____________________________
𝐕.𝐕-* 𝟗𝟐𝟎 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 hey guys so i know not a lot happened here but just wait because it gets better, there's going to be so much more drama i have something pretty big planned and i can't wait! 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐕.𝐕 ✿-*
